Sugarlicious

2009-05-31T22:54:00.002+08:00

.:. When only i can love myself. .:.

Someone's wise words hit me hard and brought me back to reality. To life, MY life. That persons whose protecting me now, aint gonna be here ferever to protect. I've gotta buck up.

2009-05-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

.:. Some *laser action. .:.

*Takde eh, i tk g tgk STAR WARs kepe ok. Nothing like that. Actually alil bit la. K mrepeks.

Woke up at 8am today. Had to accompany bf to AESTHETIC clinic. Oh did i say BF??

Hmmmm. LoL. He fetched me at 9:3oam when his appointment was supposed to be at 10am.

No, he wasnt late because of me. Fer you who dont know, in the Fashion,Clothes & Appearance 'sector', he's the woman. =) Me on the other hand, Girl SEMBARANG(anything). Haha.

So we reached the clinic at 10++. We were abitttt late due to him getting ready and also cause we grabbed breakfast before going to the clinic. Alaaaaahh kt bwh jer pe doc. Hehe.

The minute we came, he registered himself and had to see the doctor immediately. The nurse put some numbing cream on certain parts of his face, fingers and neck. We had to wait fer one hour, bt still the nurse was shock when bf said that the numbing cream has no effect on him. Thats when i say, his skin was as stubborn as its owner. kalau nk ikot kn hati, i nak ckp jer u nyr kulit tebal cm kulit BAB... . LOL.

But i knw, i'll DEFINITELY get a cold cold stare or just 'intense' silence. I want neither. So it was goood that i kept my mouth SHUT. So i watched the whole process. The nurse made me watch my bf gritting his teeth in pain. What an experience fer both me and him. i love the nurse, evrything about her is CUTE. Her voice, her face, her actions, etc. After evrything ended, we went to the John Little sale at Expo. It was a fucking HOT day. omg. Everywhere all wet wet ok. eeeeeeuuuuuuwwww, hahahhahah. Did some purchase and off we headed to home. =)

And now im soo sleepy, very tired lehhhhhhh!

With the numbing cream on.
And me? what else, cam-whoring la! =)

2009-05-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

.:. Monthly Tradition. .:.

And recently, its been our monthly tradition to meet up, fer these two women are verrrrryyy busy. Well, each busy with their own profession. Oh okay, May with her tight schedule due to work but errrr RaShmi, just say shes just busy with what she does best. Haha. *winks.
These pictures was taken last month. Look how gorgeous my friends have become.
Unbelievable. =) And yeah, we're planning to meet up agane soon, this Saturday.
Lots have been going on in their lives. May has graduated (as well as Seema) and Rashmi will too, soon in September. And i, im justa LOSER. LOL. And yah Seema's got one hell of a future going on there. GO SEEMA GO!
There were so many babies born in May, Gosh, seriously. And of them is MAY of course.
I texted May on 23rd May(see how the sentence sounds?!), exactly at 12midnight, you. That was how excited i was ok, trust me. Making sure it was 12midnight EXACTLY. And when it was time, I was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAY! LOVE YOU LOADS AND HOPE YOU GET WHATTEVER YOU WANT AND NEVER FERGET ME!"
Imagine how i felt when she text me back at 1:32 in the morning and said,
"Darling. It was last Wed. Ovr alr."
I was like, OK... WHAT KIND OF A FRIEND AM I?!?!.
Bt still i had to get her birthday right so that i wont repeat my silly mistake again next year, righttttttttttttttttttttttttt?
So i was kinda 'confused' as to whether it was THIS wednesday she meant OR LAST wednesday.
And silly me, i should have trusted her when she said LAST WED.
And i text her again saying, "OMG. So sry. I saved in my HP as 23rd May. So its actualy 2o may?"
And she did reply me hours later sounding a little peeved saying "13th DEAR 13TH!"
Im sure if that HP of her could capitalised the 13TH even BIGGER,im sure she'd have done that!
Okay my bad, and i made sure i wouldnt repeat the same mistake again next year by saving that particular date on my HP fer year 2010.

And so, the month of may holds soo many special days fer many different friends of mine.
May, Syed(Sery's bf), Fatin hanani, Mahirah's bf, Rashmi(coming sooon), im sorry if i missed out on some people, but i'd just like to wish you guys a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAY GOD BLESS YOU GUYS FOR THE LOVE AND SMILES YOU HAD GIVEN TO OTHERS. =)

And JUNE babies, i have 2 on my list fer now until i figure out who else i missed out, hehe, you guys are next.

2009-05-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

.:. Wish i was there. .:.

Yah kecik, i know you'd wanto tag along too.

2009-05-25T17:56:00.000+08:00

.:. My lily thats never stops blooming in my garden .:.

The jokes, the laughters, the secret feelings between us are all embedded in only our hearts.
Hot gossips. Fashion advices. Weight control.
And what girls are best at, BITCHING.
I miss you bitch, that saturday was defintely what i needed. A confidante.
Someone i trust so that i could confide certain stuffs with, after soo long. =)
Still in a state of confusion though, but at least i could breathe normally now. haha.
But im sure there are more Saturdays to come.

2009-05-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

.:. How foolish was i .... .:.

Dont take whatever you have now fer granted. Cause once lost, you'll never find it. And even if you do, you'll never love it like how you did before. That feeeling of insecurity, that sudden lost of feelings, just engulfs you. It'll happen no matter how hard you try to fight it. No matter how hard you'd TRY to think otherwise. And maybe now, its time to let go.

2009-05-14T19:55:00.005+08:00

.:. Nobody said it was easy. .:.

Have you ever felt a tree's heartbeat? I have. And trust me, you all had too. Its just that you didnt realise it. And we all tend to take things fer granted, fer we only realised what we had lost until we really lost it. But all's not completely lost yet. Even so, the damage is already done.

To be going through a breakup might be the worst thing that you had ever had to go through, but what would you describe going through a breakup and losing the next most important person in your life, your pillar of strength, your bestfriend?

What more when its more than a decade, of friendship. I never realised that simple stuffs i did, do really matters to the other party. With so many things that happened, i know that i was at fault. And i did apologise for my mistakes, but like i say, the damage is done. Even if the other party is willing to forgive and forget,i know, she and i both know that we will never be the same again. Never am going to share sucha rare rapport ever again. Being the baby among them, i know i was very dependant on them. I miss the old me, the one that everybody used to love and adore. i know i've changed. Mayb, something good might come out of this, to find me, the real me. But i know one thing that i cant do, that is to find a replacement.
Its either you have it or you dont. Making friends are easy, but to find one like her, is not.

"Sape sanggop nak letak bronzer kat ketiak aku?
Sape nak lap taik mate aku?
Sape nak g ikot aku g boon lay ambek nenek aku alek bedok?
Sape sanggop nk g kubor ngn aku?"

Memories are countless. I'll never forget those precious memories. If you are happy, thats all that matters. Cause i know with this arrangement, its gona save you soo much misery, and certain others are happy too. I'll never forget you, and the things that you've done for me. I know nobody can replace me or you, cause i will always b the woman who spent 11years with you, not any other. Im sorry for causing all this shits. Sorry for exploiting your kindness.

I am happy being alone, staying idle at home with no friends to talk to, just dont ask me to make friends. I am happy with myself now, but am definitely not happy with life.

Take care, gorgeous.

2009-04-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

.:. Tranquility. .:.

Its been sooooo long. Eh eh mcm lagu Akon - right now. HAHA, siaaal. Havent been blogging for months till i think my command of English is soooo damn BAD!
Unlike some people who chose to elaborate their breakups, or how GOOD they are at moving on,
i just chose to tell you guys how great i am doing in life now. With gorgeous gfs, families. Ok not so on the families' part but hey, im doing good. Im on good FRIEND terms with xbf. Now, what a shocker that is fer i myself dont expect to be on good terms with my own x.
These past few months i have been busy catching up with old school mates that have just graduated weeks ago. And some friends, that definitely needing some catching ups.
Friends like FANAH and KECIK, who even bother to talk about about me when im so UNSEEN in the blogger world fer months, just shows how much they miss me. iloveyou pantats ok. :)
And Rushdy Daniel, 8 months old now. Cant imaine this baby boy of ours have grown oh so big and chubby. Many pictures to upload, but im just plain lazy. Hehe.
till then bitches. ;)

2009-02-14T14:00:00.001+08:00

An excerpt from kecik's blog.

Fairy tales, un-happily.

After whatever happens just now,i hope the fun and laughters will still remain. And whatever happens between the two of them, their internal affair,be strong and stay firm. It made me realise that its not the years/months that you are together with your soulmate, but the commitment, the truth, the lies which were uncovered when together are, countless. And so, Fairy tales doesnt end so happily, BUT, are still complex.

And yes, the truth hurts. There aint any Rinn&Zul anymore people. We decided to go our separate ways, on 10th February 2009. 1 and a half years later, we're done.
So this perfect couple, aint perfect after all.

2009-01-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

.:. Hiatus? .:.

Why shouldnt i, when evrything has been almost smooth sailing between us, rinn & zul?

When babies are a constant part of my life, till im sure i can be a super mummy at the age of almost 20.
Muhammad Zahid, the newest member of our already so big & lively family. :)

When my gorgeous boyfriend is a constant reminder of our future.

And when on top of evrything else, im so beamingly healthy, gorgeously in love with boyfriend, close friends and family members.

Let me feel the feeling. Im going away to appreciate, treasure and cherish every moment of this beautiful experience. Its something only i can capture, and i dont wanto miss it,

Will be back soon, trust me.

love, sadrina.

2009-01-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

.:. All i ever wanted was everything. .:.

A profession of our love, that shows us how much we love being with each other. Being around each other. That kiss. That killer look. That taste of love. What ifs.

what if, we're just not meant to be together.

what if, i dont love you anymore.

what if, you dont love me anymore.

what if i were to leave you first.

What if, you were to leave me first.

So many what ifs to be written, it all depends on us.

Me & you.

Time doesnt slow us down abit.

Time makes us treasure each other even more.

Time makes us LOVE each other more.

No, its not the time to leave, just yet.

Its our time. :)

And only Allah can change that.

sealed with love, Sadrina.

2009-01-18T15:30:00.002+08:00

.:. Im a night-life-er. .:.

Dinner at Ah Meng's followed by some cigarette gambling at ECP's isolated carpark.

pickups.laughter.food.pickup.fights.fights.gamble.laughter.carl's.fries.home-ed.

remember my foot people. ;)

2009-01-17T13:07:00.000+08:00

.:. Bad, bad girlll. .:.

Oh oh. Ive done something bad. Bf's gonna hit the roof if he finds out. :x

LoL.

2009-01-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

.:. Washing my dirty linens in public. .:.

*content's full of hatred and animosity*

Only the people who are dear to me, my close friends,GFs,BF and family members know that i dont ever like to wash my dirty linens in public. I had no intention of doing so
BUT

THIS FUCKING BARU-NAK-NAIK BITCH HERE, IS REALLY TESTING MY PATIENCE.
HER FUCKING NAME IS NADD.
http://www.friendster.com/75936080

I HAD NEVER MET HER.
I HAD NEVER SEEN HER BEFORE(UNTIL YESTERDAY NIGHT)
I HAD NEVER CONVERSE WITH HER.
AND SHE STILL GOT THE CHEEKS TO TELL OTHER PEOPLE,WHICH SHE STUPIDLY SAID THESE TO MY FRIENDS,THAT SHE FUCKING KNOW ME.
I DONT WANT SUCHA CHEAP SLUT WHOS BEEN TASTED BY HUNDREDS OF GUYS TO BE TELLING OTHERS THAT SHE KNOW ME. KIMAK MALU SIAL AKU.
TO MAKE HER STORY MORE INTERESTING,SHE CLAIMS SHE HAD BEEN IN AN ARGUEMENT WITH ME,ME HAVING FATIN TO SIDE ME, OVER MY BF,ZUL.
YES SHE WAS ZUL'S EX-GF. BUT I AM GLAD TO SHARE WITH PEOPLE HOW EMBARRASSED ZUL WAS TO EVEN CALL HER HIS X-GF,AND EVERY SINGLE DAY WHEN HE WAS WITH HER, SHE WOULD ALWAYS RECEIVE A BASKET FULL OF VULGARITIES FROM ZUL. ZUL WAS WITH HER BCOS OF PITINESS AND NOT LOVE, FOR SHE WAS THE ONE WHO BEGGED ZUL TO NOT LEAVE HER. HELL YEAH SHE ISNT FIT TO BE EVEN CALLED MY COMPETITOR FOR ZUL HAD NEVER THREW A VULGARITY LIKE ''PUKIMAK'' AT ME, NEVER, FOR THIS 1YEAR++ THAT WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER.
WHEN I HEARD THAT AT FERST,YAH I WAS MAD,BUT IM NT THAT KINDA PERSON WHO NEVER GAVE PEOPLE CHANCES. I GAVE HER A 2ND CHANCE. ZUL AGREED, WE DECIDED TO SEE WHETHER WE'LL HEAR STUFFS ABOUT ME FROM HER BIG FAT COCK-INFESTED MOUTH AGANE. AND HOW EXPECTED I WAS TO HEAR FROM HER AGANE, ABT WHAT ELSE BUT ME AGANE. THIS TIME SHE SAW FATIN AT DOUBLE O, AND ASK "WHERS ZUL, HOWS ZUL?"
FATIN ASKED WHICH ZUL,AND SHE SAID "ALAH SADRINA'S BF TU"
FATIN SAID OHH YOU KNOW SADRINA AND SHE SAID YES, WHEN ASKED HOW SHE KNOW ME, SHE KEPT QUIET UNTIL FATIN ASKED "FROM MY BROTHER?" AND SHE GOES "YAAAAAAAHHHHH" WHAT A SLUT? YOU GOT YR BF, WHY THE FUCKING HELL YOU WANTO KNOW WHER OR HOW MY BF IS FUCKING DOING BITCH?????????
MATAER KAU TAK SEHANDSOME MATAER AKU KOT.
SUROH DIA BUANG DIA PEH SPECS EH, CUKUR RAMBOT DIA YANG KEMBANG MACAM BULU JEMBOT KAU KAT BAWAH TU. PUKIMAK. TAK KENAL AKU STEP KENAL, EH POMPAN,AKU TAHULAH FIR TAK BLANG KAU. FIR PEH MULOT TAK MCM KAU LA SIAL. SHE GOT SOOO MANY THINGS TO SAY ABOUT ME AND ZUL.

AND YET WHEN I GRABBED HER HOODIE AT DOUBLE O YESTERDAY, WHILE HER BF WAS BEHIND HER, ALL SHE COULD DO WAS SHAKE HER HEAD WHEN I ASKED HER QUESTIONS??? KIMAK KENTAL PER?
BEFER SHE DISTORTS THE FACTS LET ME TELL THE WHOLE WORLD WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY NIGHT AT DOUBLE O.

I WENT TO DOUBLE WITH MY GIRRLS, FATIN AND AL AND EJA ETC.
MY BIGGEST MOTIVE IN GOING THER WAS TO FIND HER, CAUSE I ASSUMED SHE JUST TURNED 18 SOMEWHERE IN LATE 2008 FOR THAT WAS THE FERST TIME FATIN SAW HER AT DOUBLE O. BUDAK2 BARU NAIK KAN ESPECIALLY ARU 18 MESTI G CLUB HARI2. BOY I WAS RIGHT WHEN I SAY THAT, CAUSE SHE WAS THERE.
I NEVER DANCED WHILE MY EYES WAS PEELED OPEN MAKING SURE I'D SEE HER.
IT WAS AROUND 2+ IN THE MORNING, I WAS IN FRONT OF FATIN, THE BOTH OF US FACING IN FRONT. SHE WAS BEHIND FATIN,WALKING WITH HER AFRO GUY BEHIND HER AND THE MOST STUPIDEST MOVE RIGHT BITCH,WAS YOU,SAYING HI TO MY GF,FATIN, THATS WHERE FATIN PINCHED ME AND I SAW HER WALKING AND I GRABBED HER HOODIE AND SHE TURNED
I ASKED : EH KAU NADD EH?
SHE JUST 'AH' WITH A PUZZLED LOOK ON HER FACE.
I: KAU KNAL TK AKU SAPE?
SHE SHAKED HER HEAD,STILL WITH THAT STUPID LOOK ON HER FACE.
I: AKU SADRINA LA SIAL. KAU TK KNAL AKU KN. ASAL KAU G BLANG KWN2 AKU YG KAU KNAL AKU SEME AH SIAAALLL?
SHE KEPT ON SHAKING HER HEAD LIKE SOME STUPID FOOOOL, AND WALKED AWAY WHEN HER BF SAY 'DA JALAN' AND KEPT PUSHING HER.
MREPEK SIAL, PANDAI BEBOAL SAL AKU, TPI BILE AKU DEPAN MUKE KAU, KAU KECOT PER PUKI?
KAU NAK GADO SGT KAN CUNT? KAU PEH MIMPI JADI REALITY AH SMALAM. AMACAM,GEREK TAK?

EH AKU TK PUAS AH SERIOUS,KLAU KAU BACE NI KAN NADD, WHIC I HOPE YOU WILL, KAU TAG AKU KAU PEH NOMBOR AH,NK JUMPE, JUMPE. KAU NK BAWAK SATU BATALLION KE ARMY KE BITCHES KE BAWAK JER. ASALKN AKU BAWA DIRI AKU NGAN MATAER AKU CUKOP AH EH.

EH KAU G SIAP KAN KAIN PUTEH AH EH. MANE2 KAU G, TGK DEPAN BLAKANG KIRI KANAN AH. AKU MAKE SURE AKU DENGAR SAL AKU NGAN MATAER AKU LAGI DARI MULOT KAU YANG BAU CAM BANGKAI, AKU MESTI CARIK KAU SAMPAI DAPAT. AKU TAK PASAL AH BUDAK KECIK. FYI, YANG PRIVATE NOMBOR YANG CALL2 KAU TU ZUL. DIA NK BUAT KAU SEDAR DIRI YG KAU NI TAK SETARAF NAGN AKU AH SUNDAL.

IM SORRY FOR THIS ENTRY. I JUST CANT CONTAIN THIS ANYMORE.
THANKS TO THIS PATHETICLY PRASAN BITCH WHO WANTED TO MAKE HER FANTASY REAL BY LYING.

2009-01-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

.:. As how i imagined it to be. .:.

Trust me, there are whole lot of other New Year's Eve pictures to upload, but please, as you can see its a chore. So these are the only photos im uploading. You can use a magnifying glass though. ;)

NYE's celebration was very fun but yet very very confusing. I gues im the only one that understands that.

I freaking dont have the mood to blog, am so damn sleepy. Till then, children. ;)

2008-12-31T17:45:00.000+08:00

.:. Goodbye 2oo8, HELLO 2oo9 ! .:.
and its time i let go of this.

That missing puzzle of my life, will always be missing but is very very close to my heart.
2oo8, a year of many unfortunate and fortunate events, the ups and downs i encountered,
are all memories which i'll bring to my grave.

28th July 2oo8:
The day that missing puzzle of my life actually came into my life.
Rushdy Daniel Bin Abdullah, was born. :)
He brought so much joy in my life, zul's life and of course his other mummies' and daddies' too,
even though he was in our lives for a mere 5 months.

2 days old, after he was discharged from the hospital. :)
The same day, when i cant believe that i myself have this huge responsibility of caring for this tiny little angel in my arms. And that he's going to be sucha BIG part of me and zul's life, how i wished.

And i kept saying to zul, and my mummy, puteh nyerrrrrr babyboy kite, cm mat saleh you. :)

And i kept telling zul how much he looks like me, thats a fact that cant be changed, honey. He disagreed, as usual, for he said, Rushdy has his 'mancong' nose, and his large eyes. Well baby, i dont think so. Hehe. He's only 1 month old in this photo. Just look at his cheeks, i do know how to care for my babyboy. Hell yeah im proud.

Classical photos when he was a month old.

I love my babyboy. No matter how long it is, he's always deep in my heart, and always a part of me. At least i am soo lucky to be able to care for him for at least 5 months. Some cant even have that chance like my dear friend. Shes my bestfriend in secondary school, and shes going to give birth soon, this month the earliest, January 2oo9, the latest date, but for her, its a gonna be a very sad day because, she'd only get to spend a few minutes with her baby, as she had decided to let a child-less family to adopt her child. what can most people our age do? Even though its our children, we cant do much at sucha young age like this. Therefore, i feel soo lucky that i was able to at least take care of Rushdy, even if its awhile.

At 2 months old. :)

4 months old.

That was the last time zul and i saw him, and i wanto let it be at that, cause all i wanted to do was to keep him in my memories forever. Cause i know, i'd want him back with me if i ever see him agane. I know, he wont recognise this Mummy rin and Daddy Zul of his when he grew up, or even his other mummies and daddies, but for us, he's forever deep in our hearts and memories. How could we ever forget Rushdy Daniel? I hope, as soon as New Year came, this chapter of mine leads to a close. Maybe this might be the last time i'd ever blog about my babyboy. Maybe not? But i know for one thing, i had closure. :) Im sad as i type this entry. But as zul say, WHATever'S BEST FOR OUR BABYBOY, WE SHOULD DO IT. :) And i totally agree, for this sacrifice is nothing to what he'll feel when he's doing great in life later on, wherever he is. And its something we cant give him, now. But others can.

Maybe when Zul and i have totally settled down, when we are ready enough, totally matured enough, we might decide to have a baby, maybe a sister for Rushdy? This little girl down here, maybe? We dont know for sure about Allah's plans. :)

But for now, HAPPY NEW YEAR in advance people. May you guys have a great celebration today. Im not sure about my new year's resolutions yet but i hope you guys definitely have thought bout yours. I'll definitely put whattever happened in 2oo8 as my memories. For now im getting ready for bf's and the boys' chalet. HAPPY ENJOYING!

2008-12-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

.:. Hate this part right here. .:.

Just watched this moving and sad story on Channel 8's Sunday Matinee. Can cry, u.
Its about this newly weds who had been given a gift of life, and when she gave birth to the baby,
like how much they wanted, they were blessed with a babyboy. Its nothing to us maybe, but to them/chinese, it meant like a whole world to them. Just imagine the pain and how hard their hopes were dashed when they found out that their only son was mentally retarded. The plot goes around the lives of the family, how much pain they took to bring up the boy and how the boy got bullied every single time by those unfeeling creatures and he grew up to be a very successful man, till the death of his beloved mother. awwwwwwwwwwwww. K stoppit sadrina!

My Saturday was spent with who else, but the boifey and the boys. Went to RASTAFARI to get boifey's bracelet and RIPCURL to get his slippers. *eyes rolling* Menyammpsss!
Alvna would understand why! HMPH~ Had dinner at KFC, im sure you guys would know how KFC meals and chickens tasted right? And im sure you wouldnt need me to judge whether the food is nice anot. LOL. After dinner we went to MARINA BARRAGE yet agane. This time, the place was flooded with people, cars, motorbikes, and even people walking! The place is undeniably beauuuutifuuuul lah. The boys and i, we had some fun playing in the water.

The child in me just like terserlah okay. Its the same with this layout okay ALVNA NUR*****H and ZARINA! I like this layout, cuteeeeee kay. So anything you guys say wont make me change my layout. MUAHAHHHHAAA~

And tomorrow marks the beginning of boifey's and the boys' 5 day Chalet.
Wheeeeeee~ Its that time of the year agane children! ;)

2008-12-26T17:48:00.001+08:00

.:. i'd rather not know. .:.

As i sat here, in front of the comp, with a classical jazz song playing in the background in which its melody fills up my whole room, i just cant help thinking about the people that i've lost. My grandparents, friends,aunties,the recent death of a schoolmate, etc. Life's so short, i've already realised. What follows in the afterlife is the one thing i dread the most. The evaluation of the goodness and the evil doings we've done while we were in this beautifully sinful world.
I cant believe sometimes, that these people who used to be a part of my life, is no longer in this earth, breathing the same air that you and i are breathing in.
Goodness knows, when its your, or my turn to go.

On a happier note, i've been spending sooo much time with boifey this past week.
I should say every single day, i guess.

17th December 2oo8:
Spent Kak Shidah's birthday with her.
Had Mac's for Supper. Oh Macdonald's, you are such a BIG part of my life, really!
As usual, the 3 of us got wasted. me, totally.

Days & dates which i totally cant remember:
Let me remind you that ive short-term memory.

Went for supper at, Simpang Bedok & Jalan Kayu & Beach Road (Wed) & Mckenzie's (Yesterday) on different occasions. With boifey and the boys. Alot of FOOD CONSUMPTION was done you see. So please just imagine how potruding my tummy is now. The Sambal ikan paris at both Simpang and Jalan Kayu was damn SHIOK la! Haikal, boifey and i totally just left pieces of bones on the plate. NO FLESH OK! Im trying soooo hard to tell you guys how gooooooooooood it tasted. YUMMY i'd say. ;)
While food at Beach Road simply wasnt up to some of the boys's taste. But i think, my Nasi Ayam Goreng was yummy though. I dont eat TULANG, but according to boifey, this one MAMA stall next to a chinese food stall, its TULANG is a BIG NO-NO. He simply cant chew on the meat la dey! The meat arounf the bones were soo tough, he said. He simply gave the TULANG a BIG 2 thunbs down. And Haikal's Nasi Ayam Sambal, wasnt that good either, to him. He said the sambal was better off on fishes than chickens. -.- OMG~ Boys, fussier than girrrrlllls! They have to find a girl who jolly well know how to damn cook before they marry them. While the chicken rice at Mckenzies's is a 2 thumbs up. NICE~

After Supper-ing at Jalan Kayu, we headed to Marina barrage. How i wish i can build my own house there. The scenery, nothing i'd ever seen in Singapore. ~duhh. Pretttaaaay. The wind blowing on my face, hair, everywhere lah, was sooooo cooling and refreshing. Thats why we stayed there for 4 hours until 5am in the morning. They played some hilarious game there.
4 against 4, and 1 referree, and thats me! *PiiiiiiiiitPiiiiiiiit*

How i wish the shots would just continue being this.... decent.
TAKE 1: Nice ~~laugh~~ CANDID. Our faces, stoppit eh, especially boifey's !

TAKE 2: Nice BUT BLURRY shot.

TAKE 3: HOPELESSS SHOT 1.

Seriously, i dont what he's trying to prove. *eyes rolling* Soo burok, its not recommended for viewing.

And this, HOPELESS SHOT 2:
I really dont know why its soo difficult for the boys to just take 1 decent shot. WHY?!?!?!?

Supper at Beach Road was followed by some slacking at Tampines, still, with the boys.

And Haikal was really ike a TAI-LONG. haha.

And Yesterday, it was a FOURSOME-day out. Still the same 'actors' and 'actress'. LOL.

we watched a movie together. YES MAN. I'd gave it a rating of 4/5. I quite like the movie.

Damn funny. Jim Carrey sey, how can it not be funny right?

And ouh, Merry Christmas to those who are celebrating that joyous occasion. :)

And happy holidays!

2008-12-15T17:08:00.001+08:00

.:. The day when 4 becomes 13 .:.

2 days ago, the day i was supposedly SUPPOSED to go to ZOUKOUT.
By the word 'SUPPOSEDLY' and 'SUPPOSED', im sure you guys guessed it right.
I didnt go. :) But i didnt find it a waste fer, me and boifey, we had our own plans.

But what was SUPPOSEDLY to be me-bf-haikel-hyder's 'FOURSOME DAY OUT' turned to be much more than we bargained fer. We walked around town and decided to have our late dinner at Far East Plaza's PUNCAK, but due to sooo many people STILL on waiting lists, we were FORCED to eat at CAHAYA instead. But STILL, we had to wait fer half an hour befer we finally get a table.
At that moment, 2 of our friends joined in. So see, 4 becomes 6. :)

After dinner slacked outside Far East until we decided to wait fer the other 6 outside borders.
There, 6 becomes 12. There are some explicit reasons as to why we were sitting outside borders which i wiiiiiiiiiiiiiissssssssssh i could blog in here but, as i say, its explicit. :)
After waiting fer soooo long, 'the explicit reason' didnt appear, we headed to Arab street fer some sheeeeeeeeeeeshaa session. There, mr Stewart Ash, joined us.
So tadaaaaaaaaa~ 12 becomes 13. :)

Slacked there all the way through the night. wasnt totally wasted though. *winks*

2008-12-09T17:47:00.000+08:00

.:. Our babies in different skins. .:.

I got this soo hilarious website from someone else's blog. Me and the boifey had alot of fun plus laughters looking at the outcome. Soo cute and hilarious lor!

Ok this website actually allows you to take a sneak peak at your future children (as if) with your current partner or anybody you'd like as the father/mother of your baby. LOL.

Ok i cant wait, take a look at Zul's and my babies, as predicted by the 'SYSTEM'.

LOL. :)

Baby number 1 : girl

Ok boifey and i totally fell in love with this 'baby girl of ours'. :) Cute kannn? Shes got my lips and my smile. Daddy's nose and eyes, and she got both of our beautiful eyebrows. How sweet is that ? But we know one thing for sure, that skin and haircolor of hers definitely didnt come from either of us. Sooo yah. Shes number one on our list. :)

Baby number 2 : boy

I find this baby sooo adorable, but i just cant understand why his hair's like that. I think he'd be much much cuter without the red hair, it makes him look older. LOL. As usual, the same features, this time, he doesnt have my smile. -.-

Baby number 3 : girl

Err okay. HAHA. B, you nak anak rambot kerinting kan, nah ambek you! hahaha.

Baby number 4 & 5 : PECAH SIOL!

Seriously, i dont know what i should say about these 2 babies. hahaha. But i admit that all these 5 babies have our features. But still, how our babies are going to look like, we'll never know, for only Allah knows. So yah, InsyaAllah, if my "jodoh" is with Zul and god blessed us with a baby, all we can pray for is that evrything goes smoothly.

Alamak, is this a hint or whattt ? ;p

p.s : But they do look like rushdy abit hor!

2008-12-07T14:57:00.000+08:00

.:. First date. .:.

Yesterday was boifey's day off. I wasnt expecting to go out with him cause i was sick and i just thought he too didnt felt like going anywhere. But i was wrong. He wanted to catch a movie with me, so off we went to Cinneleisure to catch 4 CHRISTMASES. Before we did, we ate Nasi Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza. Damn the restaurant was so packed with hungry people. The foood was great. We totally loved it. I was a very slow eater though and bf finished his meal like 2o minutes before me ? hehehe. He sat in front of me looking at me eat the whole 2o minutes. My bf very patient lor! And after i finished my meal, he goes, "Lambat nyerrr u makan b".

We walked around town when he held my hand to his lips and say, i will never leave you b.

We slacked near TAKA there and continued to whisper sweet nothings to each other. Ok im gonna spare you guys the mushy-mushy stuffs ok. Im sure you guys wont want to hear them also. HAHA. Suddenly i realised how long it is since we had not taken a picture together, and i voiced out to him my 'worry' and he said, 'ok lets find a neoprint machine'.

I was like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttt ?????

HAHA, we did went to HMV ok, but the place was already closed. :( Too bad, next time i guess.

We sat outside Cinneleisure and i had my BEN&JERRY's chocolate fudge ice-cream, thanks to my bf. Damn the ice-cream tasted sooo heavenly. :)
By 11:4o, we were already in the theatre. 4 CHRISTMASES was ooook. I'd give it a rating of 3/5.

I dont find the movie that hilarious or a must watch, so yah.

After that met the boys at East Coast and slacked. Until 5am. :)

No neoprints, hp camera also cannnn laa! :p

2008-12-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

.:. Secondary loves. .:.

On wednesday i met my gorgeous gfs. Mahirah and Sery. Its been a long time since the Pasir Ris Crest Secondary's 2oo2-2oo5 version of Charlies Angels met. (: Mahirah never changed, at all. Still being the belo that she is. Sery as usual, sooo stylish. I really wished, we were still back in our secondary school days. If i could be given that second chance, i'd make sure i'll work my ass off for O levels to be a one pointer, for i realised that getting 19 for my O's is not something i should be proud off. And i'd try my best in TP too. Haish. Evrything happened already, no use harping on a thing of the past right?

Sheesha session.

2008-12-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

.:. Now thats my lovestory. .:.

Sadrina & Zulkifli.
Day 477 :

Second week of bf's attachment. And it has always been hard for me, since day 1. Work means seeing less of him. Its true when they say, one had to sacrifice for love. haha. right Sadrina. Ups and downs are inevitable, not only in my relationships, im sure it applies to others too. Being with him was the best decision i've ever made in my entire life. For i never thought i would find such a compatible partner and someone who truly understand me and my needs this soon. Well i think at the age of 18 it was real early hokay. :) He could understand me just by looking in my eyes. Sometimes i wonder so so much why he could understand me more than i could understand him. He told me, we only have each other to care about, only he matters to me, and only me matters to him, other than our families. I agree with him cause, whatever others thought about us or how they see us, it doesnt matter for the only thing that matters is, we're both happy together.
Seeing how much he loves and cares for me, I'd never had the intention of leaving him no matter how big our fight is. Though we had broken up once, fer less than a week, we had never given up on each other. Thats for sure. I admit im an unreasonable bitch sometimes, but all he'd do is just show me where i had gone wrong. And he'll make me realise my mistakes.
You can conquer everything if you truly love that person.
You can ferget his/her past no matter how bad it is, if only you truly love that person.
You wont care about others' opinions if you truly loved that person.

And i know, that Zulkifli is the love of my life
just like how
i am the love of his life.

You Are The Love Of My Life
I knew it right from the start
The moment I looked at you
You found a place in my heart
You give me reason to live
You taught me how to be strong
With you is where I belong
No one's ever touched me
Quite the way you touched me
People search a life time
To find what we have
One thing that's good in this life
I'll spend the rest of my days
Just loving you
You Are The Love Of My Life
The heart and sould of my life
Once I was lost and alone
With you at last I am home
You give me reason to live
You give me so much of you
And leave me room to be free

You Are The Love Of My Life
And I thank GOD I'm alive
To spend my lifetime with you
You Are The Love Of My Life

2008-12-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

.:. There'll be no second chance. .:.

It took me quite a while to address this problem.

There's no way of salvaging this broken friendship, though i very much want to.
Trust me, i do. But even though we managed to save our friendship, would we stiill be the same?
Yah i know it was my fault. Therefore, im too guilty to face you.
Losing any of my friends is definitely not number 1 on my wanted list.
What more you?
Its sucha waste cause i know, the bond we used to share is ... unique.
You know i love you, i do.
Im sorry.

2008-11-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

.:. Bonding. .:.

I had a fun time yesterday night, meeting Kak Shidah after almost a year. I'd always been meeting her lil brother that i didnt realise how long we didnt meet. Oh ya, her lil brother is none other than Zul. *bleargh* haha. His older sis doesnt look the least bit like him at all lor!
Shes so fair that she's much fairer than a normal chinese girl, while her lil bro is, errr very dark.
OK her nose is abit cocked-up while her bro has a very nice nose. -.-
ok enough about their appearances, hell they are gonna bitchslap me if they read this entry. LOL!
We slacked at Esplanade fer awhile until 11pm. We then had supper at MAC's. See, MACDONALDs again. I told ya peeps. tsk tsk tsk, Sadrina.
Now this is very random, but the MACDONALDS there is quite unique fer i'd not seen any MAC's in Spore architectually designed like that. Nah, im not gonna tell you guys where its located. HAH!
After the supper, we sat near the riverside and .....
just got wasted. :)
THE END.
Sucha borinnnnggg entry lah Sadrina.
Its tooo bad that we fergot to take some pichas while we're there. You know, i aint the type of person who goes around everywhere and take endless photos of myself. Unlike some bloggers you see.
HEHHEHHEH, I aint talking bout someone specific, so dont feel the pinch ayte anyone. :)

Till the next entry.

2008-11-25T21:25:00.000+08:00

.:. Cravings. .:.

And so, a new blogskin yet again. Haha. Well i think this skin looks better than the previous one.
Alsoooo, since ive got so much time on hand, i decided to put a TAGBOARD too.
Well i wouldnt be expecting a "gooooood response" but if you guys got a TAGGIE then i should have one tooo! No matter anybody's gonna tag or NOT. I can tag to myself every single day if i want to. Ohh soo pathetic? Nah, i dont think so. (:

I've been craving fer MAC&CHEESE since Sunday. Hopefully Daddy comes back home with the Easy-to-make instant macaroni & cheeeeeeeese. (:
i've been having crazy cravings since ferever. And what's not helping is that ever since i've been with boifey, he'd simply just fulfill my every "wish".
I'd never seem to get tired of eating MACDONALDs you.
I cn go every single day eating Mac's. And of course, yours truly's boifey will be the one buying that unhealthy junk food fer me. Hehe. See, he's supportive of me eating alot ALOT of junk food!
i'd actually went fer weeks eating Mcspicys meal every single day, thanks to the boifey.
Now, that aint a very good thing fer i am really gaining alot of weight. But cravings are something that you just cant resist right?
It also doesnt helps that i dont exercise.
It doesnt helps too that i aint werking.
It doesnt helps too that i always eat, sleep,watch tv,play the comp,going out .....
And the vicious cycle just goes on and on.
So, can anyone tell me how i could lose weight WITHOUT exercising OR going to slimming parlours OR swallowing slimming pills?
Anyone?

2008-11-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

.:. Tired. Very tired. Damn tired. .:.

Gosssshhhhh, a nice hot bath was damn goooood. it does wonders fer this sooo lethargic body of mine. A trip to the zoo with boifey and the boys were, interesting. (:
Pictures not up yet. Mayb sooon.
So yeah, the last time i went to zoo was many many years back. So the trip today has made us realise that the Singapore Zoo has changed alot!
whats so surprising,humans change too. -.-
The place looks a little different, and yeah, its been months since Ah Meng passed away.
Oh that lucky old Orangutan. (:
We wanted to visit Ah Meng's grave as our final destination in the zoo but it started to rain cats and dogs. Even after a hour of waiting, it was still drizzling so, we cancelled of our plan.
It was a fun and fruitful trip.
Ohhhhh i cant blog anymore, my eyes are barely open!
So, till the next entry, gdbye. (:

2008-11-11T14:30:00.000+08:00

.:. Now & then. .:.

I've been on hiatus fer more than a month . My friends said i'd been missing-in-action fer far tooo long and so, dear friends, im back. Fer you guys. ;) Cheyyyyy .

Many things happened during this 1 month plus . Things that really bothered me, and some hurtful 'stuffs' that i had to go through . And some KAYPOHs asking about the genuinity of some 'stuffs'. Guess what ? I dont care what other people are gonna say, i dont care if my friends lied to others so that they could protect my reputation cause eventually i dont mind them telling the truth to those KAYPOHs anyway . The reality is, what's mine, is mine. Now thats reality.

My Boifey and MY BBEBYBOY and I , we're all doing ~~great~~ marvellous .

see it fer yourself .

2008-09-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

.:. victory's obviously not mine. .:.

And yes i lost the battle to keep Rushdy.
what can i say ?

All i know that there's only gonna be one Rushdy,
and there's only gonna be one Mummy rinn.

2008-09-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

.:. Cause i know i can give him what others cant. .:.

Thats fer sure. Wished he would be here with me now instead of the 'others'.
Cause i know i can give him everything he needs.
Cause i know im a good Mummy.
:(
This totally suck.
I miss you my little pumpkin.
Get well sooon, and you can come back to me.
Hopefully. :'(

As you can see, im not doing goood. Definitely NOT.
Some things are better left unsaid.
And so, i've changed my skin yet agane.
I aint a 'faithful' type of person, i guess.
And now, im waiting fer the boifey's call so that i could get ready to go geylang with him.
The little one needs no preparation fer he already has his own 'mini' baju kurong.
Tua2 bangker jer tu lom siap2 untuk raya.

i just felt this entry is soooo random and redundant and bla bla bla.
-.-

its been a lonnnnnnnnng time since i uploaded a decent photo of me and bf.

ok not really that decent, i know.
-.-

2008-09-22T17:46:00.000+08:00

.:. Mummy loves you . .:.

My bebyBoy has asthma. I could just imagine how horrible he must have felt.
Haish. If he's still not well, the hospital's waiting fer you honey.
Yah, KK hospital will be waiting fer you if you refuse to get well. :(
Mummy wishes you will get well soon honey.
Nothing but the best fer you.

And yes, the Mummies and daddies will give you nothing but the BEST.
We all love you, you know. And it just break our hearts to know how sick you are.
The sleepless nights, seeing how uncomfortable you are, is nothing compared to what
you're feeling bebylove. It just really break my heart, really. :(
Get well my pumpkin.
InsyaAllah.

2008-09-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

.:. DESTRUCTION .:.

Sooner or later, but i have a strong feeling that SOONER, this PC of mine is gonna be
"DEAD". Yes, mati. While im typing now, the screen is shaking almost so vigorously la.
Gosh soooooo irritating lor. Benci skali. The bro would have to chip in to buy a laptop and
a PLASMA fer the occupants of this house. Ohh excluding me cause i aint werking plus
im soo damn busy caring fer my baby than bothering myself with TVs, computer, and whatnots.
*eyes rolling* Pffttt. Like real lah me. I think i'd be the ferst to hog the computer and the TV when they came lah! hahaaha. Thats why my brothers insist that i chip in some money fer these 2 stuffs.
LOL. clever-clever them.
So. Whats up people?
Nothings new with me except getting ready and being really excited fer Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
And i had loads of CUTE photos of Rushy to share but im just lazy to upload.
And oh, i did contemplating whether i should change to lovejournal.
How about tht people? i really dont know.
Let Syaza dear change my mind lahhss.
Till the next entry, if my computer's not "PMS-ing".
;)

2008-09-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

.:. In the end, you still have to die. .:.

And whatever you did in life, will be evaluated in the after life.
Less than 24 hours ago, my fellow schoolmate in Pasir Ris Crest Secondary School,
passed away. What a loss, of a really handsome superly young dude.
He was 16, while i was 15. He's a naughty-naughty teenager who loves to make trouble
IN and OUT of school. :) Who wasnt at that age. Even though i dont personally knew him,
i felt quite devastated over his loss. He used to be a plump boy.
My girrlls and I, we called him "pantat cute alias PC". :) Haish.
I just still cant swallow the fact that he's already gone. But we all know, that it was his time to go.

Harap Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya. Amin. Al-fatihah.

2008-09-06T16:48:00.002+08:00

.:. Another Cinderella Story. .:.

I totally love his movie. Nice. Cute. Typical cinderella story, but hey its worth watching.
WATCH IT!
(:

2008-08-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

.:. I wont give up without a fight, i wont. .:.

Things are going way tooo wrong here at home.
I cant imagine my little one being cared fer by any other, even though its my own aunty.
I just cant. I just cant possibly miss this chance fer my Rushy to grow up with me.
I know taking care of a baby is hard. But it was my decision, and my decision is still the same now.
Why cant these MAKCIKs ever understand?
Rushdy's partly my responsibility, too.

How can i ever give this little angel up? :'( Tell me people.

I wont give you up.
i cant give you up.
beby, i promise you that each and every ounce of my energy and time, will
only be fer you. I'll put on a strong fight, just fer you.

No matter the sleepless nights.
No matter the cryings.
No matter the poo-ing.
No matter caring fer you when you're sick.
No matter the difficult moments.
No matter how hard and difficult it is to bring you up, i'd never complained.
i am willing to do grow up with you, fer the rest of my life.

I'll always be your Mummy. Always.
iloveyou Rushdi.

Ya Allah, please dont separate us. :'(

2008-08-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

.:. sizzling HOT mummies! .:.

Yes, Im a proud mommy. Im sure Fatin would agree that she too, is a HOT-HOT momma. (:
We are proud mommies to Rushdi and we had never complained no matter how difficult it is to bring our little one up. We still love him, no matter how many times he vomitted or poo-ed,
we'll clean his butt damn clean without any, READ, without any complains. (:
i love my bebyboy. And it sure KILLs me whenever he's in pain or sick.
Mummy's bebyboy's gonna turn a month, soon.

damn, time passes soooo damn fast. ):

How i wished you'd never have to grow up, this fast.

2008-08-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

.:. One bumpy ride. .:.

This past week, Mummy Rinn was sooo ~~damn~~ busy. She was hardly seen at home. And so was Mummy Ayu and Mummy Tin. These 3 mummies of mine. Tsk, they are really living their life! While i, Rushdi, was being taken care of by my mother's cousin for a day. HMPH!
So what am i supposed to call her, i still don't know. Hmmmm. But i do know she has a very nice name. In fact her name is similar to the busty and cutey babe who acts in CALEFARE!

Last Thursday, my 3 mummies celebrated Aunty Al's 21st birthday at o.O, while i was at home sucking milk. I heard Aunty Al had a whole lot of fun. Everybody was there. Daddy Zul, Daddy Ian, Uncle Anep, Aunty Nisha, Aunty Eja and friends, and etc. They sure do know how to have fun without me! All i know is that Mummy Ayu was worst off then the birthday girll herself.
Mummy Ayu, you should learn to control yourself you know. Its not a problem if your the birthday girl on that day, but you WASNT! So please keep that in mind. You still have a son you know, and thats me. Ehehehee. And ah, Uncle Ian. He was being very cheeeeeky that day.
Kept on disturbing my Mummy Rinn. Mummy Rinn should've just kicked his balls!
Aunty Al's birthday was a blast. She was happy, and everybody was toooo. So, that's good. (:

On Friday night, Mummy Rinn and Uncle Zul went out for a really bumpy nightride in Uncle Ash's car. There were 3 cars altogether. Uncles Badib, Hyder, Padin, Haiqal, Hadi, Ash, Norman, Bob, Hakin plus Mummy Rinn and Daddy Zul were all planning to go to eat at "NEWTOWN'', which is by the way, Uncle Ash's own version of NEWTON to celebrate Uncle's Haiqal's advanced birthday. Uncle Ash's a stewart you know, but i really cant understand, how come NEWTON could be changed to "NEWTOWN" Anyway, tooo bad "NEWTOWN" was closed. So we headed to Clarke Quay instead. And have our supper there. They were laughing their ass off really badly.
And they eventually headed home at 6.3oAM in the morning.
How nice is that my readers?

my Uncles. (:

2008-08-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

.:. false alarm. .:.

Yesterday, Rushdi beby kept me worried all night. I couldn't sleep.
He kept on sneezing and his body felt warm all over. And he did vomitted twice.
And yes i was sooo scared that he was having a bout of flu yesterday night.
But Alhamdulillah, that wasn't the case.
In fact he was a very good boy. He only woke up when its time fer his meal and slept quite soundly through the night. ~Pheww. (:
Rushdi beby made Uncle Ellyas, Uncle Harith, Aunty Irah, Grandma Emma and Grandpa An
sooooooooo damn happy lor yesterday. He's ~~their~~ our little star.
And ouh, Daddy Zul came over too. He's one rockind daddy. *winkwink*

That little star of ours woke up early in the morning to watch cartoons.
And by afternoon, he's all ready to go out. AGANE!
He love outings hokay! like his mummies.

*yawns* Now thats my boy!

2008-08-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

.:. Vanity vainy me. .:.

OK FINALLY I WONT CHANGE MY SKIN ANYMORE!
LAST OK. UNTIL MONTHS LATER.

And my Rushdi's 17 day old already. But it seems like he's growing up toooooooo fast.
he looks even bigger than a 1 moth old beby! haha. That's kids fer you. They tend to grow up toooo fast. And Mummy just cant keep up with them one day. ):

And so tomorrow bebyBOY's gonna go town with his three mummies. (:
Ohhhh yes he cant wait, right Rushdi?
Mummy Rinn, Mummy Ayu and Mummy Tin are all gonna pamper you well tomorrow.
And oh yeah, where are the daddies you might ask.
Daddy Zul's gonna be sooooo busy with work tomorrow.
Daddy Ian is only free after 5.3opm tomorrow. Hmmmm.

Rushdi's a boy and he should see more of his daddies you know, but tooo bad,
all the daddies are the only sole breadwinner in the "family"
and they had to work hard you see.
But dont worry about him, cause they'll definitely meet and shower him
with lots and lots and LOTs of
LOVE, CARE, CONCERN and MILK! (:

2008-08-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

.:. And finally. .:.

I like this skin. totally LOVE it. (:
nice. gorgeous.
So tomorrow's national day.
In fact its gonna be Singapore's 43rd birthday in less than 3o minutes time!
i realyyy have no idea where to go tomorrow.
My girrrlls havent said a werd about tomorrow either.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Skali plan cock up eh.

Shooooooooooots!

p.s : A realy nice and proper entry soonn la cn? LOL.

2008-08-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

.:. Speechless. .:.

My blog's a total mess! Seriously. Ever since i changed my colourful, polka-dots blog skin, i haven't been really satisfied with my blog. I really cant afford to sit in front of my computer and really like scour fer my most favourite blog skin anymore. I don't know why this slightest thing just really bothers me alot. alot ALOT ALOT lor. HMPH.
im really not gonna be happy until i found one blog skin that i think really suits my BLOG!

continue searching!

2008-07-31T00:17:00.005+08:00

.:. Rushdie Daniel. .:.

Yess he's here. (:
Meet my babyBOY.
He's what i've been busy with.

one of god's finest creation.
loveLOVE.

i love my bebyboy.

2008-07-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

.:. Sunshine baby. .:.

I had to go through 4000 blogskins just to find one really simple skin that i like.
Hah. im not gonna stop until im satisfied. (:

So, today's gonna be a lonnnnggg day. Am going to town with bf later.
yes, bf. (:
And later at night, might b joining bestfriend to see the fireworks.
Its been a lonnnngg time since i saw her. hmmmm.
Nothing much to blog about.

Off i go. (:

2008-07-18T21:31:00.000+08:00

.:. Sparks. They're no longer there anymore. .:.

Maybe what bestfriend said is true.

i still do love you.
But what's the use of holding on, when we just cant get along
well with each other?
Its just making use more miserable.
Im at a loss as to what to do now.
God, please show me the way.

Maybe, if we're meant to be, we're meant to be.

2008-07-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

.:. Flashbacks. .:.

I guess once when someone becomes a part of my life, be it a major or a minor part of my life, i'll certainly miss them like hell. And when im lonely, thinking whatt has brought me this far, those tiny little voices inside my heart would whisper nothing else but 'forgive and ferget'. And i realy missed this person, who played a very vital, important and major part in my life. Shes the one standing right beside my bf and Fatin. sometimes, shes more important to me than my own bf. Cause evrytime i met her whenever im with bf, i'd just completely had bf totally fergotten and would just entertain her. Yesss, bf's soooo totally jealous la. Sometimes. (:
Bt tooo bad, we're not on talking terms. Haish.

I'd just wanto say, whattever wrong i did, i hope you'll fergive and i didnt mean to make you
angry, mad. i realy miss you. Even though you've changed, your still YOU to me.
miss you badly ex-bestfriend.

2008-07-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

.:. Need I say more ? .:.

after every shits, we get stronger. and stronger. nothing cn tear uh apart.

2008-07-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

.:. loveISEQUALTOpain. .:.

We've braved the storms, the sea, the monster, the dragons, those devils,
what more ?

2008-07-06T13:25:00.002+08:00

.:. How irony. .:.

im at the lowest point of my life.
never thought it would hurt this much.
never thought the tears would ever roll down.

why ?

This time, its fer real.

2008-07-05T18:00:00.001+08:00

.:. Still standing. .:.

1o months and 25 days, since i officially became his.
1 year 5 months and 2 days since we ferst met.
1 year since the day he started courting me. (:
.
.
.
5 more days to our 11th months.
1 months and 5 days to our ferst anniversary.

How sweeet. Time passes realy fast. Never thought we could realy make it.
but we almost did. Its wonderful.
Never thought i'd really realy love YOU b, but i did.
This is just a beginning fer us. Even though sometimes when we feel
we couldnt make it to the top, you'd always tell me
never to give up.
thats our recipe beby.

i love you Zulkifli. More than anything else. Realy.
(:

p.s : PITT tonight!

2008-07-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

.:. Bad twitching. .:.

My eyelids kept twitching the whole of yesterday. As they, orang2 tua, orang2 cina said that if it happens so, something's bad gonna. Well, i dont realy believe in this pantang2 stuffs but,
something VERY MAJORLY bad happened yesterday night. -.- Haish.
It resulted in me not going back home instead.

Yesterday, i wanted a change of colour in my hair and so i dyed my hair at a salon. I asked fer colour A, and when everything was done, my hair was dyed to a colour Z.
You understand? Gooood if you do, but toooo bad if you dont.
Am still NOT happy. Yes, UNHAPPY.
And bf as usual, wasnt helping, at all. -.-
Haish. whatts happening to my life?

i almost lost bf.
i already lost my bestfriend.
Have a family full of hatred towards me.
Fucking jobless.
~~And having a hair colour which i totally hate. -.-~~

plssssss. Hope my life turns fer the better. InsyaAllah.

p.s : i wanto b in the city of wonder.

2008-06-27T21:31:00.000+08:00

warning : BITCH mode.

.:. FUCK it, im out of town. .:.

Mayb being away from boyfriend, whom i dnt knw whether he's fit and matured enough to b kaled MY boyfriend, and away from friends and evrything else in Spore, is whatt i ~~realy~~ DEFINITELY need. When bf sucks, mrepek and doing stuffs that i COMPLETELY hate, i thought friends were there fer me.
BUT.
How totally wrong i was. They are even much %8&$#@%#&^!!!!! Of course there were the ones who were willing to listen to me and provided me with advices and all. I totally appreciate it la.
If you insist on being petty, well so be it la. To whoever it may concern, friends or bf.
know the whole story ferst befer you decide to hate or fucking "malas-nak-layan" me.
~~FUCK my life la sial.~~
Wont b in Spore fer awhile.

p.s : boyfriend, bestfriends, love, etc are all bullshit! Should had nvr fall in love in the ferst place.

2008-06-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

.:. Naughty me. .:.

Ouhh Mummy Rinn and Daddy Zul's looked perfectly good in this photo la! Well, i think only Mummy Rinn looks good here. Daddy Zul looked oh superly dead. Haha. And i dnt know whose Mummy and Daddy those two on the left they belong to. -.-

Hey thats Mummy Fatin and Daddy Ian! and theres the unknown girrl. AGANE.

Saw Daddy Ian's hand? yupyup, he wont wanto move an inch to the left or the right, cause he know if he do so, he's gona spark a fight. see hw smart Daddy Ian is? Oh wells, the 2 girls just indicate hw hot and popular he is among girls you knw. Yup, that my ~~boy~~ Daddy Ian!
Daddy number 2. (:

2008-06-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

.:. Changes. .:.

I learnt that changes are inevitable. No matter how much we wouldnt wanto change or no matter how much we'd wanto evade from changes, It'll eventually happen, naturally. Without you knowing or noticing it. You wouldnt realised that changes had happened to you even when others told you.

And i learnt,

- Even parents could change fer the worst/better.
- Its no surprise if one day, your bf/gf turns to you and say
" Beby, I dont love you anymore. "
- The one whom you called galfriends, best friend, could even turn their back against
you. And they'd say " I dont trust you no more. And we're best friends no more. "

The list goes on and on. Feelings could fade too. Feelings between lovers, married couples and whatmore, best friends. People change. Yess i do know that. But i wont blame anybody fer that.
Cause when the feeling's gone, Its realy GONE.

And from it all, i learnt that the only constant thing in life is, CHANGEs. :))

2008-06-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

.:. I hate you. Bt i stil do love you. .:.

Im having this kinda i-hate-him-bt-i-love-him kinda situation with boifey. Every time i wanted to b nice to him, it'll always backfire when i hear his voice. OMG~ It truly pisses me off la. I dont know why. Urghhhh. And i'll purposely pick up a quarrel. Even over something realy realy small. Even Ayu said, the baby realy cant stand boifey and Mamat! Haha.

Anyways, family's gathering today. Mummy and the makciks, pakciks are having a pitt fer 2 whole days. And Mummy realy bought fresh, big fat seafood yesterday. So i bet there's gonna b a spread today at the pitt. Everybody went to the beach early this morning. I think i'll go there with Daddy or Fatin later.

And ouhh, PLAY was damn goooooooooood. lots of good-looking peeps there. HAHA. But oh wells, dont think i'll b going there again. we'll seee.

p.s : Im not done with you.

2008-06-17T15:32:00.000+08:00

.:. Baby Extravaganza. .:.

In no time, Im gonna see the werld! YAY! Yesterday, Mummy went to the hospital to have an ultrasound. Oh wells, She cant wait to see me. -.- Or should i say, She cant wait to know my gender. yaya. That's Mummy, soooo impatient!
So Mummy went fer the scan yesterday, and the gynae showed her where's the big, round head of mine was. And also where the body is positioned at. Everything's FINE and perfectly HEALTHY. Mummy was relieved. And when the doctor wanted to see my *toot-toot*,
Mummy was ECSTATIC!
she cant help it when the gynae made her wait.
But tooo bad.
Cos i was sitting cross-legged! yah, bersila somemore. HAHAHA!
after that Mummy went berserk. hehe. this isnt the ferst time i wouldnt wanto show my *toot-toot* to her. Mummy simply gave up, and in the end we went shopping fer MY stuffs.
Yes, mine. everything she bought were sooo cute and full of style. Im definitely gonna be an ADORABLE and one STYLISH baby! yesssss!

2008-06-14T17:26:00.000+08:00

.:. i feel you. .:.

i knw i can never feel whatt your feeling. Only you know how and whatt it feels like cos your the one experiencing it. I'll leave you alone kay. Contact me whenever you feel like it.
I care about you. And of cos i sure do love you kay Syaza Lyana. (:
Take care pantat.

For the i-dont-know-how-many-times i said this, i'd still like to say it now.
Life's unpredictable you knw. I dn even knw whether the guy im with now, is gonna still b with me after 1o years? 2o years?
Is he the one? My future husband?
will i still b here tml?
god knows.
I We dont know.

And so, i'll b watching the LIONs in action tonight. feeling not so hopeful about them,
BUT
am giving my support, still.
who knows a miracle's gonna happen.
Hey, life's unpredictable, rigghht?

2008-05-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

.:. Rain rain, go away pls. .:.

Please go away only fer today. I'd got plans wit boifey, or should i start calling him Daddy Zul instead? HAHAHAHHAAHAHHHAHAAH! ~omg. no wayyyy. It sound soo off laaa. HAHA.
We'll see about that laa okay. HAHA. but, i think, BETTER NOT. haha.
Boifey's down at the bike shop. Discussing the MAJOR purchase of his new bike. *rolling eyes*
I dont approve of him buying a new bike, obviously. Hate it. But thats whatt he had wanted all along so, i'll just let him be la. HMPH.
And so, i realy cant get over the Narnia movie. felt like watching it fer the second time.
And i did fergot to mention that the 2 Pevensie brothers are sooo damn cute. I ~~like~~
am sooooooo in love with the younger brother, Edmund Pevensie. Gosh, he's to die fer. Heeeee. But i heard that in the 3rd sequel, there arent gonna b 4 of the Pevensie's siblings acting. Its only gonna b 2 of them. Go and find it out if you wanto know ok.
Im soooo sad already. *sobs* yaaaaaaaaaa right. Haha.
Boifey's taking soooooooo long. Guess i just have to wait.
wait and wait and wait and wait and wait ......

2008-05-30T17:38:00.000+08:00

.:. Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian. .:.

The movie ~~was~~ is damn great laa. Watched it. The whole entire movie. I was realy glued onto the chair while watching the movie. Tht goooood considered i cant sit stil and watch a movie AT HOME. Yeah, usualy, i would only watched it halfway, and do other stuffs. Its hard to see me realy sit fer hours on the sofa and watch the movie. Of course this would only apply at home. Cause if its at the movies, i dont hav a choice do i? Okok, back to the movie. I would give it a rating of 5/5.
Yes, its a must-must watch okay guys! damn great. the starting, the climax, the ending, its all interesting and gooooooooood. And so, i found out that there's 7 Chronicles of the Narnia. I'd only watched two, and so..... I REALY CAN WAIT FER THE 3RD MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Realy. i could only watched it like, nex year? Hmph.
By then Baby M.A.A would almost turn 1 years old. AHAH, the mummy has got a name fer the beby. The beby has a loooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg name. (:
But its the meaning that realy matters, and he's got a very nice and meaningful name.
InsyaAllah. Alhamdulillah.
And so, the next scan would b on the 16th. But we all could guess the gender of the beby already. Almost. but we're happy, whatever gender Allah decided to bestow on us. Cause whattever's from Allah, is great.
Till the next entry, And WATCH NARNIA!
(:

2008-05-26T23:42:00.001+08:00

.:. Sneak Preview. .:.

*blogging through the eyes of the little one. (: *

Even though Mummy has been carrying me fer 6 months plus to b exact, im still considered to b on the small side. Wherever Mummy goes, people will try to pick up a conversation with her, and they'll predict that Im gonna b a baby boy. people = mainly nyonyas2. Just now Mummy went to a salon, and this lady was pregnant tooo! Shes 7 months preggie and she says Mummy's tummy was small. ): I ate alot of fooooood today. I ate Mee soto, durian, creamy pasta, and more durians. hehe. I wanted to eat satay in broad daylight but too bad, Bedok doesnt 'provide'
satay in the afternoon. Hmph.

And do you guys know that i have 3 mummies instead of just one? Ahah. Thats where im different than most of you. Cause even befer im born, i've gt sooo many people waiting fer my arrival. My three mummies are, Mummy Rinn, (which is yrs truly) Mummy Ayu and Mummy Fatin. Ohh gosh, these 3 2 realy cant wait fer my arrival. And Mummy Rinn was damn crappy just now cause Mummy Ayu and ESPECIALLY Mummy Fatin kept disturbing her. And i'll make sure when im born, I'll avenge Mummy Rinn and make Mummy Fatin's life a lil bit miserable. Muahaha. I'll pee and poo and bluek on her whenever she carries me. Ehehe. And Mummy Rinn and Mummy Fatin was soooo noisy. They kept on pinching and touching me. It was too much fer me to handle and i kick reallll hard at where Mummy Rinn was touching me. Haha. She felt me. Of course she did. It was a realy hard one. *yawns*
Ohh nooo. Its 11:42pm already, i gotta go and slp. Till the next entry.

~bye, (:

2008-05-24T16:51:00.002+08:00

.:. Pre - Nani's Birthday Bash. .:.

pictures. o.O was fun. Thats all i could say.

Err, okok. I'll update pictures of the BASH in the next entry or so. HAHA.

2008-05-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

.:. Mistaken identity. .:.

Celebrated Fatin's Birthday yesterday. Was fun. Okay laa. And i simply have to blog about this.
Fatin, Ayu, Me, Ian and boifey were slacking in front of this 7/11. At around 4 a.m, And everybody had stood up except boifey. We were already making our way back home. And when he wanted to stand up, a girl suddenly sat beside him and everybody was shocked la. We thought he knew that girrl. And while i was pulling boifey's hand, the girl said to boifey, " Eh she wants to shake your hand. " Like, OMG? Haha. And she kept asking boifey " wher's my bag? "
She's actualy drunk laa. Like ~duhhh. She mistook Boifey fer hers cause her man was sitting at the other curb beside us. And when she realised she had made a mistake, She walked to her bf, PAISEY-ly. Cause there were many onlookers laa, and everbody was like looking and laughing.
And Ayu and Fatin said, if it happened to their BF, all hell are gonna break loose. Haha.
They said i was kind-hearted. Well, of cause i am. Haha.
K enough about that. Sigh. Time passes soooo fast that even Fatin's 2o already. And soon, next yr, its gona be my BIG two-zero. (:
And its gonna b a yr already since i was kicked out from Temasek Polytechnic. ):
I guess i still cant move on and ferget bout it hah?
FUCK.

2008-05-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

.:. Andro ~~winner~~ contestant, Syaza Liyana. .:.

Yess, my best friend is taking part in this Andro contest. Something like a butch contest la.
Ohh Ooops, no eh Syaza? its not the same eh? Haha.
So yah, will definitely b supporting her. will bring Fatin along tooo. HAHA. She'll b damn glad to come with me. Cause Syaza's the apple of her eyes, right Tin? Haha. Riiiiiiiiiiighhht.
And best friend, dnt keep quiet. Dnt MIA. Agane. Kal me OK?
Im soooo bored. HMPH.
Boifey's next off will b like this coming Thurs? OMG. stil like 4 more days to go?
Urrghhh.
JOBLESS & NOT BEING A STUDENT REALY SUCK.
BIG TIME.

at 5.o2pm [ unfinished entry ]

.:. sunny SUNNY sunday. .:.

Im soooo bored. All i had been doing at home was eat-sleep-computer-bathe-TV. I feel sooo useless being jobless and am not schooling. But i dont think in a few months time my house is stil gonna be this quiet and peaceful. Im soo gonna b kept busy making milk and changing diapers!
Muahaha. Let's not talk bout the bundle of joy fer a second.
Today's a very sunny day indeed. Its the best time fer me to go Sentosa and tan this yellow skin of mine. But tooo bad the boifey's been busy at werk. HMPH!
And Fatin asked me to come over her place and slacked. Cause there's goooooooooood food there. But im sooo damn lazy.

2008-05-17T14:50:00.000+08:00

.:. 3 more months to go. .:.

i am sooooo in love with the beby rocker and the beby carrier.
UNFORTUNATELY.
I could only choose ONE. yes, only ONE.
hmph! ):
The reason fer a beby carrier is that, i would love to feel the beby snuggling against my chest.
I'd just want the beby near me.
The reason fer a beby rocker is that, i could easily rock the beby to sleep at home and i could even bring the rocker out with me when im out BUT.
The disadvantage is that, the beby rocker's gonna b heavy to carry. without the beby inside, its already heavy, whatt more with the beby in right?
So. The decision is made. I'll only buy the beby carrier. I've seen lovely ones but they really cant beat GWEN STEFANI's GUCCI BEBY CARRIER! like omg~
i'd love thatttt. haha.
So can i have one GWEN STEFANI's GUCCI BEBY CARRIER pleassssssssssssseeeeee?
(:

2008-05-14T16:36:00.003+08:00

.:. Motherhood. .:.

It sure doesnt sound easy. It is not, and never will b. i sure do salute all the mothers and mothers-to-be out there.
And Ayu pls pls pls. Cepat2 la. Haha. Realy, the baby's a blessing. Thank you Allah.
(:

2008-05-12T22:46:00.001+08:00

.:. Shut up and drive. .:.

9 months Anni was goood. Had dinner at Jalan Kayu. I ate rice with sweet & sour fish while boifey ate Nasi Briyani. Ouuuhh, takle angkat. Tak sabar gaknye beby i nak merase nasi minyak. HAHA. And our "chauffeur" ate rice with beef something which i obviously dont know.
While the 3 of us ate, we saw a celebrity, eating there too with his family. And its none other than Mahirah's favourite boy, Alif Aziz. He was there with his parents and twin sisters. Heh.
After eating, the three of us went, well, basically riding in the car and exploring places we'd never been befer. Like Jalan Bahar, Jurong Island's tower. ...
Ferst, we went to Yishun Damp. there were many bikers there, lepak-ing. And some chinese too were there, also, slacking. It was great. We stopped at a road shoulder fer a while cause the two boys needed to smoke. And Woahla! Less than 3 mins later, there was a race going on, and we saw 2 racers on their bike, racing at the speed of 18o km/h.
Unfortunately fer the bikers, there was a police car behind, chasing after them. ~Ouch.
But, one thing's fer sure, the police car realy was way behind those two. They were too fast fer the police to catch them. Hah. And so, right after that, we went to this place at Jalan Bahar, i think. There's this abandones HDB blocks amidst the forest with no occupants. It looked like a perfect neighbourhood, equipped with a playground and you could see the remains of what seemed to b a small shop at the void deck. And i heard its been vacant since 2oo3. OoooOooOo.
Its been 5 years, why didnt they just demolish them blocks right? Hmmm.
Sometimes, whatt they knew, we just simply have to found out. Through our own means. *shrugs*
After that, we went to this tower, wher we could see the whole of Jurong Island from the top of the tower. Very very nice view. Slacked there befer we made our way back home.
Of course i was honoured to b sitting in the MPV wit Mr chauffeur driving me around and around Singapore. (:

And the boifey's daydreaming shot.

2008-05-09T17:25:00.001+08:00

.:. Coming soon! .:.

p.s : Btw, my tagboards up. (:

I've been feeling excited these few days. Aint gonna tell you guys what's up. HAHA.
Sooo, keep on guessing ya.

On Tuesday, i finally met Mahirah and Sery. It sure does feel good after meeting them besties. I always have an excuse every time they asked me out. But luckily on Tuesday i managed to find time fer them. And details are up at Mahirah's blog, so that save me the bother to update bout our outing. HAHA.

And on Wednesday, went baby-shopping with Ayu. OMG~ I cant stop 'Aaaaawww-ing' till Ayu just dont bother to say anything. HAHA. its cute mah! very very tiny socks, mittens, caps, shoes and etc.
BUT.
The most CUTEST, ADORABLE, GORGEOUS, SUPER-DUPER DAMN NICE thing that I we saw was a BURBERRY's baby cardigan. Omg~ that was super duper gorgeous laa. We love it. Well, i do learn one thang though, its that, having a baby in Singapore, nowadays, well its very very expensive. Realy. the price of pampers, strollers and prams, GOSH. Well if that baby cardigan cost $288++, you should know la hor. HAHA.

And finally, on friday, which was yesterday, i met the Boifey. GOSH. miss him badly. Spend some ample time together. thats just sufficient. And the best indeed.
(:

2008-05-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

.:. Congrats to you fer finding that special one. .:.

That's my besty from Temasek Polytechnic, and has been my besty since the day we met. May Le Thiri. Even though she's been seeing less of me cause im not schooling anymore, but we still do keep in touch. we are stil damn close. And im soo happy fer her. fer finding her love. back agane after going through some shits in her life. And i wish everlasting love fer her. i wish he will b very nice, caring, loving and every virtue a good guy should have. May im happy fer you. Even though we meet oh so rarely, i still love you. im just soo sad that im not schooling anymore. And not b able to spend time and study with you and rashmi. But whattever it is, i wish nothing but the best fer you ok love. Muacks!

2008-05-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

.:. Superstar. .:.

One of the most good looking pictures i'd take.
I sure do look like a superstar. HAHA.
prasan~
Im tired after a day out with Bf. My leg aches, my back aches and my head is gonna ache sooon too if i stared at the comp any longer. So off i go. Till then.

2008-04-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

.:. You are the noise in here, in which i cant sleep without. .:.

These days, the weather hasnt been good. making me feel warm and hot and sweaty is one thang. But the weather these days also remind me of my days in Temasek Polytechnic. The weather when im schooling there was exactly like this. It does make me sad sometimes fer i still cant accept the fact that im not schooling there anymore and the fact that my friends are still schooling there and are graduating soo soon. Im happy fer them, but im much more happier being there with them, pursuing our dreams together. This feeling sure does suck. Fer i wont admit that whenever i passed Temasek Polytechnic when im inside bus 69 most of the times, i'd cry. i do. I'll remember Rashmi, May, Gwen, Matt, everyone of my classmates la. Our lunch breaks, Lab, tutorials and their companies. But im to blame. Im to blame fer not passing that one important subject. The ~~ONE BIG~~ BIGGEST mistake i'd ever done in my life. like everyone says, moveee on. :) will try. cause i stil have memories of them, and i know that once, i was a part of them. And nothing could ever change that. And listening to JASON MRAZ's "Im yours" do sure soothe me down.

2008-04-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

.:. backTObasics. .:.

my internet's ON agane. So im back agane to my sooooo dusty 'diary'.
To tell my 'diary' what i've been up to fer the couple of weeks by typing is completely ridiculous la fer it'd take me days. (exaggeration) So let the fotos do the talking aye papis. (this i learnt fron Fatin) HAHA. (:

meLOVE. Been seeing much of him. Hey, my BF.
whaddaya expect, right?

met Rashmi and may (may left early) after ages of not meeting.

me OTW to cousin's wedding at sports club.

my bebyboy (and me, cropped my face cos it totally look so the OUT)

theres still like tons of fotos but i'd save it fer the next entry.
taaaaaaaaaa~

2008-03-30T03:45:00.000+08:00

.:. Survey galore! .:.

[survey 1]
List at least 15 friend of yours which
were close to you ..

1] Syaza
2] Fatin
3] Acap
4] Rashmi
5] May
6] Liya
7] Sery
8] Matt
9] Zarina
10] Alvena
11] Farhanah
12] Eja
13] K.
14] Seema
15] Mardhiah

1) Do you love them all?
- errr, yah.

2) Which one is the most close to you
nowadays?
- Syaza, Fatin, yar about tht.

3) Describe about no. 7?
- Shes in TP, quite clever, quiet with others but BECOK wih me. (:

4) How long do you know no. 1&2?
- No.1; My friend since primary school days, now my bestfriend. <3
While No. 2; shes been with me since i was 10 years old!

5) Do no. 5 having a relationshp with
one of your mate?
- No. (the person who typed this qn, her/his English very bad ley.)

6) Who is no. 9 bf\gf?
- Shes single i think.

7) Do you think no. 14 is pretty\
handsome?
- Yes, pretttayyyyy skali.

8) Which one do you love the most?
- Syaza, Rashmi, May.

9) Would you like to hang around with
no. 6&10?
- Yes of course! would love too.

10) Which one you know longest?
- Fatin.

11) Do no. 11 irresistable?
- Yes, shes hot to the hot la sey.

12) Have you ever fight with no. 13?
- Woah alot o times, now its over. totally.

13) Do you know no. 15 bettr?
- Yes my cuzzie.

14) Do you know no. 5 favourite
colour?
- BLACK!

15) Do you ever went to cinema with
no. 10?
- Nooooooooooo.

16) Do you ever scolded no. 12 infront
of public?
- Nope.

17) Do you know no. 6 birthday?
- 30 September.

18) What do you think about 14&15?
- Nice, helpful people.

19) Do no. 2 miss you?
- we just met yest i think.

20) Who know you the most?
- Fatin.

21) Do you love no. 7&8?
- Yarr like duhh.

22) Who no. 12 in love with?
- Mamat tears la dey!

23) Do you ever felt lonely without
no. 11?
- i did. eventually, she left me, us.

24) Continues it .. I LOVE YOU ALL ..
- and i wish we'll be the same like how we used to be.

25) Do you want this friendship last
long?
- Yes definitely.

[survey 2]

Your ex is on the side of the road, on
fire. What do you do?
- call fire brigade.

Your bestfriend tells you she is
pregnant. What is your reaction?
- omg. are you gonna throw it? pls dont!

When is the last time you wanted to
punch someone in their face?
- 1o mins ago.

Congratulations. You just had a
daughter. What's her name?
- Eliza Dwi.

What are you craving right now?
- Chocolates!

What was the last thing you almost
cried?
- Almost on the vege of breaking up.

When you buy something and your change
is a penny, do you keep it or tell the
cashier to keep it?
- tell the cashier to keep the change beby.

Scariest thing you've experienced in
the last year?
- . . . . . . . .

Are you happy right now?
- feels like im in paradise. So yah.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told
you that you were adopted?
- nooooooooo.

Which do you prefer? Dark or light
jeans?
- both are nice.

What was the last movie you watched at
home?
- Bachelor's party 2.

What is in your pocket?
- dust.

Where are you hurt?
- shoulders. cause im talking to bf on the phone.

When is your birthday?
- 1o february.

What are you going to do after this?
- talk to bf.

Do you have the same name as one of
your relatives?
- nope.

Do you hate people?
- yes. i do have foes.

Do you ever sleep with a light on?
- hmm, once or twice.

How many hours did you sleep for last
night?
- 8 hours?

What do you wear to sleep?
- shorts & tshirt.

Do you swear at your parents?
- yes i do. sometimes.

Do you think someone is thinking about
you right now?
- yes definitely.

[survey 3]

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on
your forehead?
-cute & super sweeeett la sey!

2. A big poofy dress or a short party
dress?
- short partay dress.

3. What would you do if you received a
long love letter?
- i'd go ''aaaaaawwwwwwwww!''

4. Group dates or single dates?
- single dates.

5. Do you hate it when guys act
different around their friends?
- Yes, especially when start to act ''macho''.

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
- Duhh. Even a guy would love to own diamonds, rigghhht?

7. Is your hair up or down today?
- up.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
- Yes when i feel like it.

9. Favorite mascara?
- AVON.

10. Do you get your nails done?
- yupyup.

11. Small or large purses?
- hmmm. large.

12. In your purse, what are your must
haves?
- bf's foto, bf & i foto, IC, ezlink, cash.

13. Jeans or sweats?
- i'd love both.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry
that’s uncomfortable?
- Only when they are super duper gorgeous and worth-to-wear-even-though-it-hurts.

15. Do you text message a lot?
- yes.

16. What would you do if you got
pregnant?
- i'd love to keep it bt i cant. fer now. im unmarried ok!

17. What’s your favorite color?
- RED.

18. Heels or flats?
- heels.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic
movie?
- yes.

20. Would you ever leave the house
without make-up on?
- yes, depends on my destination.

21. Walmart or Target?
- errr, whattt?

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
- yes.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
- okok uh. depends.

24. Do you think lip gloss is the
best!?
- Nooooo.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
- Nope, not into it.

26. How long does it take you to get
ready in the morning?
- 1 hour.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
- yes, sometimes.

28. Do you like skater boys?
- Ouhh they are sexaaaaayyy but some of them prangai sial!

29. Do you often wish there was
something you could change?
-YES!

30. Gold or silver?
- silver

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
- Of course.

32. Do you like surfer boys?
- OUHHHH YESSSSS!

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
- yes depends.

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
- my no1 fav.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys
confuse you?
- 1o

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung
out with a guy?
- yes, bf.

37. Would you date a guy shorter than
you?
- hmm. yes if he managed to catch my eye.

38. Do you like to hold hands?
- YES??????

39. What is the youngest you would
date?
- hmm, 2 yrs younger than me.

40. What is the oldest you would date?
- 5 years older.

41. What do you notice when you first
meet a guy?
- His looks.

42. Is it hott when guys sweat?
- depends.

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
- his charms, soft-spoken.

44. Do you like making eye contact?
- No.

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
- No, crazy.

47. Did you ever spend all day/night
getting pretty for a guy?
- nooo.

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is
shopping?
- 1o 1o 1o!

49. Do you freak out if you miss your
favorite show?
- yesss.

50. Do you yell a lot?
- my fav. yess.

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to
school/work?
- stoooopid.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike
yourself to impress a guy?
- yess.

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love
poems?
- nahhh.

54. What makeup could you not live w/
out?
- compact. eyeliner.

55. Do you fall in love easily?
- Oh nooo. but i used to.

56. Do you have cramps?
- menstrual cranps? yah sometimes.

57. Do you think you have the bestest
friend ever?
- yess sometimes.

to be continued . . .

2008-03-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

.:. PEACE & TRANQUILITY, at last. .:.

In a few minutes times, theres only gonna be my lil brother and me at home. Mother and father and Sis are gonna spend their night at granny's. Sometimes, it realy feels good having the 3 of them ( and sometimes all of them ) away from home. So that there'll b peace and quiet. Also, i could do the housewerk without any disturbance. im a weird girl. i love doing housewerk when there's nobody or just when my brothers are around. i will never do any housewerk when the whole family's home. i dont like it. hate it.
i gotta start planning the night.

2008-03-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

.:. Sunshine after rain .:.

" How ugly i may be here, this was our first pic taken together. :) ''

sometimes this ass best friend of mine, can be sweeeettt too. At times. Our ferst picha.
She looked soooo Kuku while i, look as gorgeous as ever. Eherm!
Theres some advantage me not having a tagboard hah. So there wont b a chance fer others to express their comments. Heee.
I remembered how long my hair was, back then. I remembered how Syaza would look me up at school whenever she feels like popping over to TP. I remembered how happy i was, schooling in TP. I remembered my friends in TP. I remembered how it feels like having a school and pursuing a diploma. i miss those times. How i wish i could turn back time. ):
What happened has happened. No use harping on it. So lets look forward, Sadrina!
Ouh i was soo into my nostalgic moments that i fergot i was actually blogging about my best friend. Anyways, my-sweet-fer-a-moment best friend uploaded this picha on her friendster. (including the captions) OK i admit i was going like ''Aaaawwwwwwww" when i saw that kay Syaza. Ok your fergiven bitch! i wont sulk anymore. ilovemybestfriend. <3
And these past few days, i'd been feeling sooo moody. And who else would i vent my frustration on other than dear boifey. But i'd stopped doing so cause he's sick. It wasnt just a normal flu or fever. Its much much worse than that. he was in pain constantly fer 3 days. Im glad hes fine now after listening to me, asking him not to follow his mind and just stay at home and not collecting his medicines instead. Woah did i just praise myself or whaaaaaaat? LOL. And i did care fer him until i think i deserve the most caring gf award. Im caring towards my boyfriend OK. hah.
Its time fer some tv. Off i go. (:

2008-03-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

.:. Spring cleaning. .:.

I guess i just had soo much time on hand. I gave my blogspot a new look today. And i 'threw' away some things that i felt are redundant to this online diary of mine. I'd always wanted to have this sorta 'livejournal look' and i finally did! its simple, plain and nice. i very the like. heee. I did delete some of my links though. sorry about that. to those who wanted me to link them ~~back~~ please do tell me. thank yous. And ouh ya, i did delete my tagboard too. cause i just felt that thats the most redundant thing in my blog so yeah, off to the dustbin you go, taggie. (: well, people dont usually tag my tagboard and im soooooo damn lazy to reply to the taggies (but i do read them though) so i dont think its wise fer me to still put the tagboard in blog. But whattever it is, the tagboard's gone! FULLSTOP.
My frienster's updated too. Ouh boy, i sure have soo much time on hand. I could only meet dear boifey in like 4 days time. Due to his werk schedules, i'd have to wait.
Till then, goodbye.

2008-03-22T18:35:00.000+08:00

.:. SECRETS inspired by fatin hanani. .:.

i'd been contemplating a haircut since like last month. I simply had a very short hair length in mind. I am not afraid of how its gonna turn out to be cause the only people that matters are me and my boifey. What i meant was that, since boifey agreed to me having a short hair, and the fact that i simply wanted one, then its good. i dont need other peoples' opinions cause eventually, its down to the fact that it was what me and boifey agreed to. And to me, its only boifey's opinions that matters cause he's my man, the man in my life. And however beautiful i want to be, its just fer him. So since he said that i'd look goood in short hair, then thats perfect already.

BUT.

i had changed my mind. im gonna keep my hair long. And im just gonna cut my fringe. i did have it cut. Yesterday. :) It looks nice. i likkeeee.

Its Saturday yet agane. time passes soo fast now that im neither werking nor schooling. im soo in need of a job. Yar i know i've been complaining about this like ages ago. hah.

Im having a Movies' marathon alone at home today. or maybe with Bro.

He had just watched "Be Kind Rewind". without me cause i was watching tv in the living room. And i could his laughters all the way from the kitchen. Hah. it must be a ~~very~~ funny movie. but i missed it. im gonna continue watching my movies fer now.

So have a great weekend people.

take care. GOD bless ya.

2008-03-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

.:. Under the dim moonlight .:.

Saturday 15.03.08

boifey's day off. And off we went to Marina Square and had our very late dinner at BK's.
somehow, momma's friend saw us having our dinner there. well, Emma katekan. haha.
Emma S.... inside joke OK. only certain people would understand. LoL.
After we had our dinner, we took a stroll near Esplanade there. I didnt know there was some concert going on. Some MOSAIC concert or whattever.
So sat on the bench near the river and sorta listened to the music while admiring the moon (half moon btw) and the ferris wheel. gosh, its big. (:
Sat there fer awhile befer heading back to boifey's void deck and sat with Bob while waiting fer boifey. And i bumped into Bob's parents. His mummy was nice. (:
Bob's Mummy : Si Zul tu kalau siap mcm abg dia (Bob's bro, Syakir) macam pompan.
LoL. true enough.

i thought i had soooo much to update. but i felt sooooo empty suddenly. -_-
AND,
I NEEEEEEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-11T17:40:00.003+08:00

.:. The curse of my best friend. .:.

Kay Syaza you know this entry is fer you OK.

time - check : 5.52pm
Location : Bedok library Cafeteria.
Buddies : None. Im alone.

It has been almost 2 hours since i was left alone in this library's cafeteria. And im blogging using Syaza's lappie. Yess, she left me all alone in this cafe cause she had to settle some stuffs. But still, i only managed to spend less than an hour with her. Hmph!
She felt bad thats why she left me her lappie fer me to use. ~duhhh.
And all i had been doing was checking friendster, watching "The IT", Msn-ing, online sms-ing and now blogging. And the weather's been bad today. it keeps on raining and stopping and raining and stopping and raining and stopping . . . . . . . . .
And now it's raining agane. -_-

Syaza dear, im bored ok. wonder whatts happening ther between you two la. And now im sooo fed-up cause sitting in front of me is a few mats with their family members. Syaza, im sure when yr home later, when you read my bloggie, FEEL BAD.
Im sooooo cold, hungry, thirsty, lonely, i just felt like leaving.
but fer you, im staying put Ok. Boo hoo hoo!
It sound like another love novel. HAHA. pathetic.

I've msged everyone, Mahirah, Nani, Juls, Sery & Rashmi but none of then could keep me company. -_-

Wei sher ma wa de ming seme ku ahhh.

Looks like im gonna miss my 7 O'clock show yet agane. And my 9 O'clock show too. looks like. Hmph. Syaza, Im yr most valuable friend OK. get that in yr head!

Time - check : 6.25pm

i just got a kal frm Nani. pls pls pls pls pls pls let her be available fer me.
OK now let me end this entry la. will update you guys about my plight.
soon.
i hope so.
-_-
curse curse curse.
*&^%$#%^&**^%##$
see you.
gdbye.
tata.
):
Syaza, FEEL BAD.
FEEL BAD!
FEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLL BAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!

2008-03-10T23:57:00.002+08:00

.:. My most unfergettable Anniversary ever .:.

So i spent my 7 months anniversary with the main person in my life today.
And it was one hell of a drama.

And so the story goes......

It was 12:14 in the afternoon and boifey msged me just to inform me that he's awake and that we could get ready fer our little 'celebration'. And i told him that it was still raining. And I didnt received any msges or kals or whatsoever from him after that. i was sooo damn pissed off. And I msged him sarcastically wishing him a very comforting "hepy" slping. And he woke up 1 hour later talking to a very angry bitch (that's me) and we ended up quarelling.
bla bla bla bla bla. (no details)
We finally kissed and made - up quite soon after. after a half an hour bath, a change of clothes, some make-ups on, and hair styled, we finally, FINALLY met.
We went to parkway straightaway and had our meal. After the meal, i was feeling soooo
grumpy and i took it out on my dear boifey. And
We quarelled AGANE. (:
It lasts fer almost an hour and we finally kissed and made - up AGANE.
And i suggested going to the beach but since it started to rain heavily, we changed our mind.
And so we walked around Parkway Parade instead, bought us a bubble tea each, and sat on a pavement outside a closed shop and talked, joked while waiting fer the rain to stop.
As we were joking, we talked about a certain issue that sets us quarelling yet AGANE.
And this was a loooooonnnnnnnngggggggg one.
I think it lasted fer more than an hour. And he was soooo mad that he insisted on sending me home. And i, being as stubborn as i could get, i just went along with him, to infuriate him more.
whatt a perfect move. And as we rode back to my place, this is where all the drama begins.

OK LETS CUT THIS STORY SHORT!

I FELL DOWN LIKE A NANGKA BUSUK OK!
IN FRONT OF 2os, 3os plus people. OMG.

And boifey cant stop laughing at how i look when i fell, and he keeps imitating the look on my face and whatt i said to cover up my embarrassment and alll.
ahhhhhhhhh! In all, i felt soooo embarrassed la.

I will never ferget this anniversary ever la.
And i have a Boo Boo on my right hand. ):
But im alright.

p.s : And Boifey learnt something today and that is, Rinn looks different when shes kan-chiong. -_-

whatt an adventure today. (:
Till then.

2008-03-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

.:. Happy 7 monthsaries. .:.

And we're quarelling now.

2008-03-08T19:31:00.003+08:00

.:. Cause i believe in love. .:.

Its been almost 7 months since we'd been together.
And its been 1 year 1 months and 5 days since we ferst met. (:
And i believe, you and i, theres still more to come.
~~The world~~ Singapore would be seeing more of us. STILL.
Seriously, i'd never thought i would be with you, stay wih you, love you,
And i'd never thought i would last this long with you.
I'd never thought i would go this far with and fer you.
You & I, we're no LOVEFOOLs.
We are LOVEBIRDs, cause we are totally into each other.
And I dont care whatt others are gonna say cause
Beby, you & I, we're gonna last.
till eternity.
With god's blessings.
iLOVEyou.

2008-02-26T23:00:00.000+08:00

.:. I'm nothing but an empty shell. .:.

i completely feel like a failure. im 11o % confirmed that i wont get back to school. -_- And now im sorta looking fer a permanent job.

p.s : i havent even started looking fer one. (:

And one SMS conversation with boifey that almost got me pissed off.

Sadrina: BEBY! I CANT USE THE HOUSE FON. howwwwwwwwww. dua2 takde suare langsong..
Boifey: Aik.. Ape jadi..
Sadrina: i dnt knw. at ferst fon dalam takle pakai. then i wanto change la, skali fon luar pon takle pakai teros.
Boifey: La.. Btw u nak call sape tadi
Sadrina: -_- HELLO??? MY TELEFON ROSAK NI and your suspecting smth else??? Syaza.

All i wanto do was to pour out my 'grievance' to my dearest boifey, and all i ever wanted to hear from him was words of comfort. -_- looks like he realy did gave me his werds, werds of wisdom.

Hah. And with sooo much time on hand, i gt to take this lovely photo of mine (disagree? then shoooo2, go away).

2008-02-19T13:55:00.000+08:00

.:. School?Werk?School?Werk? .:.

Im rotting at home now. fer days. weeks. months. already. i feel like going back to werk. but i still hadnt got the results fer my DAE yet. So how am i supposed to make a decision now?
Urghh. Maybe i should just start looking fer a job huh? . . . -_-
This is driving me crazy.

Theres nothing much fer me to update realy. Cos my days, right after Saturday ends, are realy null and void. And i'll get lively and bubbly agane when thursday comes. Cos these 2 days are the only days i cn spend with boifey. Werk.werk.werk! see, my boifey's got a job and i dont! PATHETIC. Oh gosh how good would it be if i were a millionaire. *pops the bubble*
Stop dreaming Rin. -_-

Somehow, staying at home with nothing to do, no schoolwerk, no job, is realy driving me crazy!
i think im gonna start looking fer a job, admin job. i loikke. (:
Till here then. (:

2008-02-11T16:22:00.000+08:00

.:. Keep HATRED at bay .:.

And so yesterday was my bdae. it was a hush-hush, low key bdae 'partay'. Spending time with loved ones, boifey, Syaza & Fatin. And today i'll b celebrating it with family members cause today is my lil sister's birthday! yah, shes just late by 11 years and 1 day. HAHA.

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY IRAHHH!!!!!! (:

And so i had a great time with Boifey yesterday. thank you fer all the gift, companies, everything. ILOVEYOU.

And Syaza, thank you fer jus being there la kays. Even though you lost the present, its ok. cause i can sense the effort and sincereness you had fer me. And i'll ferever LOVE you too okays.

And Fatin, thanks fer the LOVELY 69 bucks dress you bought. Thank you. appreciated it alotALOT. And i knw this valentines, is your time fer me. i knw you'll make sure i'll have a good belated bdae from you. You are also the one whom i'll always LOVE okays. HEARTShearts.

Fatin's gift on me. Nice aint it. Happy 19th she says. (:

And,
Things happened unexpectedly. Fastly. Sometimes without even us noticing it. there are certain parts in life where we stand to gain the person that we thought would stay with us ferever, and sometimes lose them wit just a snap of a finger. Just like that. And sometimes, friends do turn into foes. im not pin pointing at anybody. Its just that, whattever happens in our life, any kind of hatred, just keep it to OURSELVES. you dont have to go round telling the WHOLE WORLD like ''OH SHES BLA BLA BLA. AND SHE USED TO B MY FRIEND BT NOW NOT ANYMORE", you know that kinda shit. Its just pathetic. attention seeker, and just needed sympathy. You know, when people do this kind of silly stuffs, sometimes, i just lose the respects i had fer that person. And all i'll say is that, MEMORIES ARE MEMORIES. ]

p.s : And i'll wonder, when i've written all this shits on my bloggie, will that person go like "HEY FRIENDS, LOOK AT RINN'S BLOGGIE. SHES TALKING FUCK ABOUT ME!"

ohhhh whattever.

2008-02-10T15:00:00.000+08:00

10th February 2oo8

.:. Sweet, sweeeettt 19th, STILL. .:.

Been living in this treacherous world fer 19 years, OFFICIALLY today and so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. (:

Friend, families, thanks fer the wishes. i loveLOVE you guys alotALOT.
MWWWAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!

2008-02-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

7:3opm
.:. COPYCATS aint welcomed. .:.

Initially, i had nothing to blog about. Thanks to someone, now i have. But ferst, pardon me fer not blogging fer sooo long. Especially to Mahirah. I know shes one devoted reader of my blog. Hehehe. soo sory fer being MISSING most-of-the-times when we're supposed to meet up. And its been ages since we last met. Actually its been ages since i met most of my friends, other than Boifey and Fatin. Health, hasnt been soo great lately, but hopefully everythings fine. And i hope dear yana will get well soon. well, she had an accident last month. the motorbike shes riding, was hit by a LORRY. but luckily shes fine. with just a few abrasions on her face amd a torn ligament. Best wishes fer her and get well soon honey! And SUGARIOUZ.BLOGSPOT.COM is sporting a new look! cant you see! :)
And ouh ya, something i'd like to blog about. its nothing BIG actually. really. But im very sensitive and will take teeny weeny things very seriously NOW. Pardon me if im being over MENYAMPAH here. but if you dnt like whatt im gonna say, and am gonna make it into a very very BIG issue back in your bloggie, just FUCK OFF ok?
I JUST HATE COPYCATS. Im RINN AND THTS IT. THIS IS ME. GO FIND OTHER NAMES/WERDS/INITIALS etc TO BE KNOWN AS.
Is this short and simple enough? whoever feels the pinch, *shrugs shoulders* TOO BAD.
ITS FER YOU.
Somehow, i wouldnt react this way if tht person doesnt even know me or we just dont know each other or we doesnt even know our existense. But this person used to be my best friend.
k whatever.
im having one of those bitch fits (as FaTin calls it) agane.
sooo long people.

5:11pm

COMP SUCKS!
WILL B UPDATING SOOON. REAL SOON, I PROMISE! :))

2008-01-18T14:27:00.000+08:00

.:. Once, twice. Its Ok. .:.

Sometimes i think im like a jinx to boifey. Soooo many bad things had been happening to him nowadays. He lost his HP, which was like soo totally precious to him cos it was a gift from a special person, his Daddy. And he lost his IC, license, insurance, card. Gee, if i were him, i'd cry and fret over it fer like days, weeks. Haish. And like a week ago he just had an accident. How worse can it get?
So yest was off to O.o with boifey and Fatin. met familiar faces there. The trip there was totally impromptu la. Lucky fer me, i was preeetttttaaaay yest. HAHA. It wasnt that pleasant. Things happened. BAD things la. NO ELABORATIONS OK! :))
It only Jan of 2oo8, the beginning of the new year and things has been soo almost unbearable. Oh god, pls let me and boifey have a mwonderful and pleasant year. plsssssssssss...........

2008-01-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

.:. 2oo7 Review. .:.

Many things happened in 2oo7. Some memorable memories, and some unpleasant ones too. Whatt do you expect. 1 year, 12 mths, 48 weeks. It'd be a lie if nothing bad/unpleasant happened to NOONE in that period of time. Ok back to my review.

2oo7.
- The year i became legally 18.
- The year when i remembered i was bitterly thrown out of
Temasek Poly. -_-
- The year i officially became Boifey's gf.
- The year i got my ferst job, ferst pay.
- The year i went thru gaining/losing my girlllfriendss.
- The year, (i think) Momma's 'letting me go'.
- The year Nani sulked at me fer more than a mth.
.
.
.
.
And the list goes on. 2oo7 is one hell of a year. whether there are bitter or pleasant memories, i'll never ferget the year 2oo7. :))
Bittersweet memories, shall be etched in my heart. Always.
Im sory fer blogging bout this too late. but its never late to wish you guys a happy 2oo8. :)) May good things happen to you in this year.
Cheers!

2007-12-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

.:. Im sooo in LOVE wit you Boy. .:.

And ouh, tml's countdown. hehehehe.

2007-12-28T15:33:00.000+08:00

.:. Opposites DO attract. .:.

I figured i had too much time on hand.Doing nohing, either idling around at home or just spending time out from home sweeettt homeee. Yar right, sweeeeeettttt. So my yesterday was spent with Fatin, accompanying her to do her hair. And after that we went shoping at Bugis. And not to mention, that stubborn Syaza just refused to meet us at Fatin's place and in the end she had to pay the fine for staying at the platfom fer tooooo long.
yeah, see how i emphasized the word 'too'. So yeah, Syaza had plans to Dbl O yest while me and Fatin went straight back hooome. HOOOOOMEE.

Junior just refused to look at me.

Kissy-kiss. And oh the 2 moles on me face are real ok.
The 2 most important companions of my life.

And this is whatt happens if you refused to lean close when yr told to!

I love my Syaza.

I love my Hanani sooooo much tooo.

2007-12-20T11:41:00.000+08:00

.:. Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha .:.

The day started off, err, not so good. Ask me bout it. If you realy wanto know. And Momma & Daddy's at the mosque. watching kambings being slaughtered. With 4 of my cousins. ~Kecooohh.

AND RECAP:
Yesterday went out with boifey, and he bought me a HUGE Patrick from Spongebob Squarepants. Awwwww. Sweetness. i Love love love it. Momma too. Sista too. And bro too. -_- Yar, and Patrick's meant fer me. Its sooo cute la. Anyone would fall in love wih it. fer sure. And Ouh yeah, i got to watch 'The Heartbreak Kid'. Soo damn funny. should go and watch. But rememba, you have to be 21. Muahahahahha!
Theres this nice collaboration between Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown. LISTEN!

2007-12-18T15:55:00.000+08:00

.:. Still Fatin Hanani's Beby Sister. .:.

Oh im soo glad the cold war between us is OVER. yes, finally. fer all these 10 years, she had never sulk this long. 1 and a half months. Things between us has been alright fer almost a week and yesterday i met Mama. :)) awwww, got a little scolding and i hugged and kissed her. Missed her too much la! i really dnt knw whatt else to say!

2007-12-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

.:. Last One Standing .:.

Met Syaza fer awhile. thought she wanted to ask me out fer some hot gossips but skali, she just wanted to study. -_- But i found something HOT instead. HAHA. i noticed that shes the only one of my friends/besty left whom i cn confide things to. the others, just seem to vanish into thin air. never expected the ones whom i thought who'll stay with me to the end just simply walked out of my life just like that. :)) unpedictable.

but its ok. and now syaza's sending me this stoopid emails of those looking fer temp jobs. and im supposed to send my resume to them. Look how nice my fren is people.

2007-12-11T00:05:00.001+08:00

10/11/07

.:. Its our 4th B! .:.

Happy 4 monthsaries sayang.
i love you.
:))

time: 1am

I couldnt find another perfect blogskin than this. I'd been staying up late everyday, facing the comp, looking fer the perfect blogskin. And afer 3 days straight of doing so, i finally found it. Just. :)) oh well, im very fussy you know. you might not wanto know more about me. Lest you'll run away.Muahaha. And im missing many people today. but whatt the heck, they arent worth mentioning. haish. gotta go. bro's pestering me fer the comp. till then.

2007-12-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

.:. I miss this. .:.

The photographer, Kecik.

And here she is.

im suddenly being nostalgic and emotional agane. So pardon me.

ohh, why shud I, its my blog, my entries.

URGHHH.

Ferget it.

2007-11-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

.:. Unsalvageable? .:.

Some things we did, wasnt intentional, and we might not even realise tht we had hurt the other party. Till now, i didnt knw whatt caused her to be soo mad. But whattever it is, i know i've tried my best to salvage our friendship. And as they say, it takes 2 hands to clap. If im the only one who managed to put my ego down and asks fer fergiveness, and she still doesnt want to accept my apology, there's really nothing i can do. Terms and conditions in a relationship realy do apply in friendships too. They are soo similar. Its sad. Fer me to suddenly not be in talking terms with someone so dear, like a sister, and someone whom i'd known fer almost a decade. Its realy sad.
And fer me to see what she had wrote, was really heart wrenching la.
i love her like my own sister. i'd never imagine it would come to this la. Never. But life is realy unpredictable. And see how true it is. Anything can happen.
I guess, she wont b ther fer my ferst pay.
My 19th bdae.
My 1 year anniversay with Zul.
And the one day, i'd always dreamed she'd b ther, right beside me, sharing the happiness with me. On my special day. My very very special day.

Call me emotional, dramatic, anything.
cause i simply love her too much, and nobody, NOBODY can ever replace my Fatin Hanani Bte M.K
Noone.

2007-11-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

.:. You are DEFINITELY poisoned by possessiveness if .:.

. you keep track of your mate's schedule and question every variation.
. you insist on knowing why your GF/BF did not pick up the phone when you called
. you interogate yr gf/bf on where they were when you called
. you get upset when calls, texts and e-mails are not returned immediately
. you leave messages for your significant other to get back to you on a thrid party's answering machine
. walk or ride by your mate's house to see if they are home when they haven't called you back
~~. decline social invitations for your gf/bf.~~
~~. volunteer gf/bf to do things without clearing it with them~~
~~. delete e-mails or erase your mate's answering without their permission~~

Hmm, so is my boifey considered POSSESSIVE??

2007-11-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

.:. Avoid popularity if you want peace. .:.
popularity kills.

It feels so damn good not werking. Hah. So therefore this god damn entry. Do you think i'd b blogging if i were working now? Tsk.
Haha. Since i was sooo free, i went blog hopping.
And i landed myself on one of this popular girl's bloggie.
No, she aint an actress.
Not a singer either.
No, She had never make an appearance on any shows, performance, tv etc.
Shes just a normal polytechnic student. And as i read her blog, i could feel the sadness in her. Well i know, its typical when the popular girls are always craving fer 'How-i-wish-i-wasnt-popular' kind of thing.
i mean its her destiny that shes popular. Like how its Britney's and Lindsay's destiny that they had become a star. You get me?
Its good if you understand and if you dont, well ferget it.
Whatt im trying to say is, im happy that i am not that popular like her.
im happy with my life. A simple and humble life.
My family.
My Boifey.
My Fatin, Syaza. And every single person in my life.

And i gotto go cause Boifey's on the line...

I wish popularity:
But it is that popularity which follows, not that which is run after.
It is that popularity which sooner or later never fails to do justice to the pursuit of noble ends by noble means.

2007-11-16T21:16:00.000+08:00

.:. Goodbye Reeds Exhibition .:.

Well, 2 weeks of werking there, im back to being jobless. The contracts over. So, off i go. Shoo-Shoo. :))
But the experience of werking there was realy an eye opener fer me.
Fer those who know doesnt know, well im going to tell you guys now.
Actualy, i'd never werk befer. NEVER.
And at the age of 18 was when i had my ferst job.
Yes, just 2 weeks ago. And so, i gained some experiences.
Most happy ones. and some not so happy ones too.
But thats parts and parcels of werking life.
whattever i learned from werking there, is realy priceless.
i cant say/type in words. Its all in here, my heart and my mind.
:)) But the most precious thing i cant realy bear to leave there are.....

1) Julie. Sory k beb. cant accompany you go lunch and bitch agane. but we'll meet up often.
2) Selene. Shes like a mother there to me. teaching me the ropes and advising me. I love her. i will miss you.

The 2 most precious people to leave behind. even though its only been 2 weeks, the bond that we shared is way way more than THAT.

You And Me Together Through The Days And Nights
I Dont Worry CauseEverything's Gonna Be Alright
People Keep Talking
They Can Say What They Like
But All I Know Is That Everything's Gonna Be Alright

No One Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin'

When The Rain Is Pourin Down
And My Heart Is Hurting
You Will Always Be Around
This I Know For Certain

I Know Some People Search The World
To Find Something Like What We Have
I Know People Will Try, Try To Divide Something So Real
So Till The End Of Time
I'm Telling You That No One
Can Get In The Way Of What I'm Feelin'

2007-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

.:. Hepy 3 months B. .:.

1o.11.2007

Endurance, patience, faith, trust, perseverance, responsibility, LUST is all that makes up LOVE.

i Love you.

And i'll continue doing so, fer as long as time/fate perceive.

And these 3 months has been the best, ya the best of my life.

Cause being with you makes me feel wonderful, beautiful and everything that a woman ought to feel.

B, you COMPLETE me.

i Love you, till the end of time.

2007-11-06T19:05:00.000+08:00

.:. The Boss. The colleagues. The attire. .:.

;))
Oh yeah, im working. But it aint easy as it seems.